Reflection | YOONMIN

Chapter 53

WARNING: This chapter contains explicit sexual content. Don't worry, they don't have actual sex yet, but things do get a little heated. Oh, and porn is involved in this chapter so if you're uncomfortable reading this then please skip to the bottom for a brief synopsis.

But for all you smut lovers, you're welcome ;)

ENJOY!!!!

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Yoongi was currently laying down in his bed just playing around on his phone.

Hoseok had just left a little while ago and Yoongi already texted Jimin goodnight when he texted Yoongi before saying that he was going to try to go to sleep early tonight. So his baby was taken care of for the night.

He had work tomorrow, but not until 3:00PM so he didn't have to go to sleep early. He also liked to stay up later most nights anyway in case Jimin needed to talk to him.

He was mindlessly playing on his phone when a thought entered his mind and decided to stay for a while. He could watch some porn.

It wasn't really something he does all that often, surprisingly for a teenage boy, it's just kind of whatever to him. But he still did it from time to time.

He got his head phones from the table next to his bed and plugged them into his phone while going to PornHub. He could very well listen without his headphones as he's alone in his apartment, but the sound is better when he has his headphones in. Another plus to living alone is that he can be as loud as he wants, well, he does have neighbors, but it's not like he's screaming or anything crazy like that, at least not yet. It just wouldn't be heard if he let out a few moans and groans here and there.

He pulled the blanket off of him and threw it to the side so that he wouldn't get too hot.

He remembered the kind of videos that Jimin told him to watch, which were rimming, fingering, and Jimin's favorite positions.

He went right to the search bar and typed in "rimming" first, thousands of videos popping up within seconds.

Gay porn wasn't something he started watching until he started getting close with Jimin. Would it be bad to admit that he started right around the time when Jimin starting hanging out with Taehyung again? Yes, actually, it would. It's not so much that he was fetishizing Jimin and his relationship with Taehyung, he more so wanted to watch videos so he could imagine doing that stuff to Jimin. That wasn't something he ever really proud of. It sounded really bad now that he thought about it. But he didn't mean to invade Jimin's privacy or try to think of Jimin in a sexual way when he was going through a very hard time. He just wanted to watch videos while pretending that he was the one that was able to be loved by Jimin, to touch Jimin, to worship him. He was able to find a few videos where one of the boys looked like Jimin. He really didn't mean it in a bad way. He's a normal teenage boy for fuck's sake, he has needs and he figured that channeling them through porn was the best way to do it. It worked because he didn't become addicted and didn't really do it that much. Plus, it didn't affect his relationship with Jimin and didn't make him bias towards his relationship with Taehyung. Yoongi already hated him before the videos. He just envied him a lot more after that.

Anyway, he was going to watch videos tonight just to check out some stuff. To explore, just like Jimin said.

He scrolled for a bit until he found a video of a cute boy, probably around Yoongi's age, if not a little older, on all fours with his bare, hairless ass in the air. He started playing it and soon another boy got behind him and started kissing his ass and the back of his thighs. Something simple as kissing the skin on Jimin's ass and thighs was something that Yoongi no less dreamed of doing. Touching Jimin in the simplest and softed ways would satisfied Yoongi.