Okay everyone, this is the moment you've all been waiting for. And that's all I'm gonna say for now, so enjoy ;)
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Jimin didn't want the weekend to be over, but he had to go home.
He waited until the absolute last minute possible to leave. He had dinner with his brother and his girlfriend and now they were ready to go to sleep. He didn't want to keep them up, so he figured it was time to him to leave.
He hugged Ji-Hyun and Jennie before saying a sad goodbye to them. He knew he would be back soon, and even permanently eventually, but he never wanted to leave.
He managed to hold back tears when saying goodbye until he got on the road back to his house.
He cried most of the way home. He didn't want to go back. He wanted to go anywhere but.
That's when he started thinking about...
Oh no.
It's already starting. He had just left his brothers house and his mind had already gone right to thinking about Taehyung. He didn't want to think about him, but he still wanted to go over his house more than anything. He wanted to just be in his arms, resting his head on his chest, hearing the sound of his heartbeat.
That's when he lost it. He cried even harder. Almost to the point where he couldn't see the road, but he was still able to with blurry eyes. He was glad it was dark so no one could see him. But he would be lying if he said he didn't think about changing routes and going right back to his apartment.He couldn't. He finally did what he had to do. There was no way in hell he would be able to go through all of this again.
In the midst of crying over his ex, he was hoping his parents were asleep, in which they most likely would be when he got home because it's a Sunday night and they had work early in the morning. But if they were up, then his father would definitely still be mad about his exam grade.
He wanted to stay until tomorrow but he didn't want to lie to his brother and say he didn't have class when he really did. Plus he figured it would be harder for him to leave if he waited longer.
Once he got home, he took a second to sit in his car and take a couple breaths and try to at least make it look like he wasn't crying in the event that his parents were still awake. He wiped his face multiple times, trying to dry off his face that was moistened with tears.
He carried his bag into the house, trying to be as quiet as possible. The house was dark and quiet. He kicked his shoes off and put his keys in the kitchen.
He slowly walked up the stairs, which was just as dark as downstairs.
He was relieved to see the doors to his father's office and also his parents' bedroom closed, with not one sound coming from either room.
He walked to his room and put his bag down, stripping out of his clothes immediately after so he could take a shower and go to bed.
He tried to have a peaceful shower, but his thoughts were eating away at him and he couldn't stop thinking about the fact that he doesn't want to be here. But even worse, he was also thinking about Taehyung.
Once he was out of the shower, he put a pair of clean boxers on and climbed into bed, grabbing his phone in the process.
He had multiple missed messages, so many being from Yoongi. He managed to crack a smile upon seeing the messages.
Y: Hey, I don't have work until 4:00PM tomorrow, wanna hangout?
Y: Oh shit, I'm sorry I forgot you were with your brother. I'm really sorry I just remembered
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Reflection | YOONMIN
Fanfiction"Have you ever looked in the mirror and had gotten sick to your stomach because you hate the reflection staring back at you? Imagine feeling like that every time you looked in the mirror. How can anyone love me when I don't even love myself?" ______...
