Shourtney AU - Loving So Hard (Mature)

#18 - Rumours

*Courtney*

Time continued to whizz by, and Shayne and I only grew closer. The two of us would take Jango out for walks every single day, and most of the time he would come to the office with us. I truly loved Shayne from the bottom of my fucking heart. Everyone at the office loved us together. Also, Damien was fitting in really well, which Shayne was obviously thrilled about, and when Shayne was happy, I was happy too.

However, even through all of these positives, there was something, or rather someone, ruining the mood: Smosh's newest extra actress, Jessica Ridley. She was a year younger than me, and she had emerald-green eyes and luscious brown hair. A classy golden nose ring hooked between her nostrils, and her tanned complexion enhanced her good looks. There was no denying it, she was the new 'hot girl' of Smosh. I didn't care about that to be honest. I always thought Olivia was the hot one anyway, rather than me. What did bother me were the rumours going around. Apparently she had confessed to Boze that she had her eye on Shayne. My Shayne.

After Boze had informed me of this, I wanted to confront Jessica, however, I thought it would be wise to speak to Shayne about it first. He'd know what to do. Therefore, once the two of us had the Squad Office to ourselves, I locked the door and fixed my gaze upon Shayne. He grinned with lust in his eyes.

"Did you lock that so we can... you know?" Shayne asked, biting his lip.

I smirked and sat on his lap, resting my head in the crook of his neck, "Actually, I wanted to talk to you about something."

Shayne noticed the serious tone of my voice, and so he hugged me tighter and stroked my hair, before pulling me away and locking our gazes, "What is it?"

I stood up and pulled him over to the couch. We sat facing each other, with my body propped up on my legs, reflecting my restlessness. Shayne smiled warmly, encouraging me to vent to him.

"You know Jessica?" I began.

Shayne replied, "Yeah, what about her?"

"Well, there's this rumour going around. I don't know if it's true, b-but apparently, s-she likes you," I spluttered.

Shayne blushed and his eyes widened, "O-Oh."

"And I'm just worried that she might try and steal you away from me," I warbled through teary eyes.

Shayne laughed sympathetically, before crouching next to me and kissing my cheek, "Courtney baby, look at me."

I did as he asked and he stroked a stray hair behind my ear, before saying, "No one will EVER take me away from you, alright?"

I remained silent and looked at my feet again.

"Hey," Shayne said, gently lifting my chin, "I mean it. I'm with you 'till the fucking end, Courtney."

My chest radiated with a warm sensation as Shayne's voice became firmer. He really did mean it. I hadn't realised, but tears were streaming down my face now. Shayne brushed them away with his thumb, before kissing my wet lips.

"I'm never leaving you baby. NEVER. Alright?" Shayne resumed.

I nodded slightly, but Shayne continued driving his point home, "No woman on this fucking earth is better than you. No woman is worth half as much to me as you are. No woman is comparable to your beauty, your intelligence, your kindness, everything. Courtney, you are my world. You're the light of my life, the love of my life, and without you my life is not worth living. If you think that anyone could ever steal my attention and my love, then you're wrong, those feelings within me exist only for you, and the only time they'll be expressed towards someone else is when you and I have a baby, but until then, you mean everything to me, Courtney. Absolutely everything."

Shayne's speech had caused me to break down into joyous tears, and he gripped my hands, but he kept going. He wouldn't stop until he knew I was sure of how much he loved me, "My heart literally breaks when we're apart Courtney, even if it's for a second, my heart fucking shatters. I don't just want you. I fucking need you. You trigger this beautiful sensation within me of pure passion and I could honestly think of no greater feeling. When we're together I sense this atmosphere around us of pure uncorrupted love, and when we make love to one another, well, there are simply no words, are there?"

I giggled and Shayne quickly kissed my lips. The sexual tension was rising rapidly now. My wonderful boyfriend continued, "Our love for one another is raw. It's untamed. We're animals, Courtney. Fucking animals. Sex between us is vicious, it's wild, it's like we're lions, and you think I'd ever give that up?"

I threw myself on him and buried my tongue down his throat, knotting my fingers in his thick blonde hair.

"And it's not just the sex, Courtney," Shayne interjected.

I looked down at him, desperately lusting over his body.

"Everything about our relationship is perfect. You know that, don't you?" Shayne inquired.

"I love you," I responded simply.

Shayne grinned, "I love you too. And ONLY you."

A wry smile danced across my tear stained lips, and Shayne kissed me again, "Let's get home quickly baby," I remarked with a quiver in my voice.

Shayne blushed, and with that we left hand in hand and raced back home, wanting nothing but each other.