The Warmth of your Darkness (COMPLETED)

XXIX.

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"Don't be nervous Baby, I'm here" -- nakangiting wika ko.

Naghahanda na kami papunta sa province namin, kung saan ako pinanganak at lumaki... I want to introduce to her where is my hometown. I feel so scared while excited, scared for my parents reaction when I'm going to introduce them who is Callie in my life... Excited cause God knows how much I missed that place... I missed my Kuya Rafael, My Parents and of course My home... I miss everyhting... I don't have any friends at my homeyown, mailap lang talaga ako way back then.. But here I am, I have the best friends in my life and of course my beautiful Callie, the one who caught my eyes and my heart.

Naramdaman ko ang panlalamig ng kamay ni Callie dahilan para bumalik ako sa realidad.. We're already inside her Car, she's wearing her favorite coat while wearing Tshirt black v neck and a loose pants. I'm wearing my floral dress faded sky blue, pairing with my doll shoes.. Seeing the simplicity of My Callie it makes me feel so proud, she's really cool. But I'm curious why she always wearing that long coat. Hindi naman business ang pupuntahan namin, but I always see her wearing that coat... Maybe favorite nyang outfit?

"Love" -- usal nito.

Nakatingin ako sa kanya at nakita ko ang pamumutla nya, I know she's scared... Bad idea ba ito? I thought this is a great idea... Nakaramdam ako ng lungkot at pag aalala kay Callie... Mas inisip ko yung ninanais ko kaysa yung kalagayan ni Callie, I know hindi pa sya ganun kagaling pero hindi ko man lang napansin na she's scared and not comfortable enough to do this.

"Baby.. Ayos lang sa akin if hindi ka na muna sumama, ayaw kong may mangyaring masama sayo dahil lang sa kagustuhan kong ito." -- nag aalalang wika ko.

Umiling ito habang nakapikit ang mga mata nya...

"I can do this... For you Love. Just help me not to be touch with someone.,, please? " * -- nanginginig na wika nito.

"Pinag aalala mo ako." -- naluluhang usal ko.

Minulat nito ang mga mata nya at saktong nagtama ang tinginan namin, biglang kumalma sya ng makita nya ang lungkot sa mga mata ko.

"Love, I don't want to see you sad." -- wika nito sabay haplos nito sa mukha ko.

We're still here in front of my house pero nasa loob na kami ng sasakyan nya...

"And I don't want to see you like this Baby... I promise I won't leave you when we get there." -- sabi ko dito sabay hawak sa kamay nyang humahaplos sa pisngi ko.

"Thank you Love. I think this idea will help me to concur my struggle. " -- napapabuntong hininga na wika nito. Alam kong she's trying to convince herself that she can do it. It's a good sign for her, she's getting better. Diko maiwasan ang mapaluha dahil sa nakikita kong panlalaban sa kinakakatakutan ni Callie. Nakita ko ang panlalaki ng mga mata ng makita nito ang pagbagsak ng mga luha ko.

"Love please don't cry... My heart is aching." -- natatarantanng wika nito, pinunasan nito ang luha ko at hinila ako nito para mayakap.

"I love you, calm down baby, I'm crying because I feel so proud of you... You're strong and brave to face this... I know this is hard for you but I want to say thank you for doing this for me Baby." -- emosyonal na wika ko.

"You're the only one that I have in my life Love. I can't afford if I loose you, I will do everything for you, I love you so much." -- wika nito sabay halik nito sa may noo ko.

Napapikit ako ng mga mata ko, my heart just melted by her words. She's making me crazy and I love it. Hindi ko na yatang kayang isipin pa ang maalis sya sa buhay ko. Pero naisip ko si Maricar, hindi nya pwedeng isara ang puso nya para sa kapatid nya.