Phana POV
The study was quiet, only the soft clicking of the pendulum on my table and the scratching of the quill made any noise. I look up to see Yo walk slowly into the room, he looks everywhere but me, I sigh.
"Tell me what you did Yo."
"I didn't do anything. "He answered too quickly.
"Tell me or else."
"Or else what?" He asked stubbornly.
I move, he runs but goes right when he should have gone left and I tackle him to the ground, tickling him until he begs me to stop.
"I'll tell you ...stop...stop..." He says trying to catch his breath.
I kiss him, I no longer care what he did.
"The door..." He breaks the kiss. "Someone might come..."
"Let them." I kiss him again.
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A small room decorated in opulent colours, I could hear muffled voices from nearly but only me and a woman stand in the room. Everything is blurry, her voice is hazy, my head pounds as I listen to her, wanting to sober up and stop her crying. The back room of a drinking house and I'm drunk?
"Why are you doing this Phana?" She sobs into the small handkerchief in her hand. "I gave you my son because you promised to love him, why are you doing this?"
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"P'PHA!" He yells standing.
I drop my book, startled by the sudden noise in the quiet library. I wonder what he wants to do this time?
"I'm going to be a pirate."
I drop the book I just picked up again, the corner hitting my toe at the perfect angle making me curse. Last month he wanted to be a tailor and help his mother, admirable yes, but he can't be close to anything sharp. He pricked his finger and bled over every item, his mother threw him out of the shop.
What was it before that? Oh yes, a baker, he burnt everything. It was a hunter before that I remember but he cried and took the bunny he scratched with his arrow home and nursed it back to health.
Now a pirate? I'll let him be happy and plan his pirate life for a few days but it wouldn't last, he had forgotten but I remember his mother telling me he got seasick.
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"You know!" I yelled.
"I don't P'Pha." He cried. "I don't understand why you are being this way, please come home."
His denial and tears only made my anger flare, I rang the bell, having my secretary take him out. I could still hear him asking me to come home. It stopped being home the day you decided to lie to me Yo.
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Darkness and pain, trying to open my eyes and breathe but everything hurt. No strength in my body, my lungs burned as the water mercilessly made its way inside.
I did this, I'm the reason everything happened. Those couldn't be my last words to him, I had more to say. I'll come back Yo, I'll be someone better, someone, who deserves your love. I'll find a way back Yo. I will. I will kneel until you forgive me. I will come back and tell you, I love you.
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"P'Pha he is just a friend."
"You don't need friends." I snapped. "You have me, why do you want anyone else?"
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2Moons - Dark Moons
FanficI have waited for him for many human lifetimes, waited so long for him to fulfil his promise, waited for him to come back to me. I kept walking in the dark, in the cold, alone. "The soul can not die, his soul will return." But there are secrets and...
