A Country Girl.

chapter 10

                                                                                        Hailey
"Nothing" I said with a bite and I stormed off to my room. I shut the door and plopped on my bed. I grabbed my pillow and held it to my face screaming. I fell back on my bed and laid there for a bit then I heard Ty's truck I ran to the window to see him pulling out of the drive. He looked up at me then left. For good. "AHHH" I screamed throwing my desk chair "how dare he leave." 'well you did tell him to' my conscience said 'oh shut up' I thought. I picked the chair up and put it back at my desk then sat down.I grabbed a pencil and my home work,yes my teacher assigned homework for us to do over the summer, and began to work. After doing a page of work I went and laid on my bed. My thoughts wondering to Ty. I felt tears about to bury free but held them back. I grabbed my phone and opened my photos. I scrolled through them deleting any and all pics of me and Ty. When I found the one of us at the dance I stopped. The tear that I've been holding back began to flow freely "no" I said to myself "your strong you don't need to cry over him" I said then deleted it. I dropped my phone on the bed in front of me then ran my hands over my face recovering. I grabbed my phone and went to my contacts and found the one that read ' Ty❤❤ ' I opened it. Taking a deep breathe I deleted he's number from my phone. I laid back and stared at the ceiling 'maybe I shouldn't of done that' I thought 'of course you should of,he's the one that hurt you' my bad self said 'yeah your right he's the one that caused this.' 

After I about an hour of arguing with myself Amy walked in "Hailey what's going on?" She asked "I said nothing now leave me alone" I said rolling over so she couldn't see my face "why wont you tell me, first Ty quits then your all mad and bitchy and no one will tell me whats going on" "I'm not being bitchy and I don't care if Ty quit or not I'm not telling you anything it my problem." "Hailey, please tell me I'm your big sister its my job to take care of you, more so now that mom is gone." She said as she sat on the edge of my bed, I could hear the change in her voice. I rolled back over and sat up "I know your here for me but really Amy its my problem and I can handle it on my own" "Hailey tell me I know what happened between you and Ty but I didn't think it was this bad." I looked at Amy and I couldn't stop the flood of unshed tears that came. I fell into Amy's arms as I cried " I can't believe he left" I sobbed into her shoulder "I know baby I know" Amy said stroking my hair.

Amy and I sat that way for 20 minutes. I pulled away wiping away the tears that were left. "thanks Amy I really needed that" "no problem, but Hailey I still would like to know why you and Ty were so mad earlier and what happened to make Ty quit" I took a deep breathe steadying myself "well when Ty came out to do his chores I was just walking back into the barn to muck the stalls and if you didn't know I was avoiding Ty" "I kinda got that when you didn't stay for breakfast" "yeah but anyway, so I ran into Ty and cuz I was avoiding him I turned around to leave hopping he wouldn't see me but he saw me and then he tried to apologize and I wouldn't listen...." I paused wiping tears from my face. I took a deep breathe and Amy grabbed my hand "it's ok, go on" "ok, well when he tried to apologize I wouldn't listen I was to hurt too, but at first I wanted to forgive him but I realized that he hurt me. as he talked he took my hands into his but thats when I what he did hit me and I snatched my hands away I yelled at him because I was to scared to let him back into my heart but even as I yelled he was calm. He tried to get me to calm down and just wanted to talk but I wouldn't then I told him to leave me alone the.. then" I sniffed and the tears threatened to spill "then I told him to leave and never come back since he didn't really love me, but I never thought he would really do it" I finished tears streaming down my face. Amy took a deep breathe "well, I know what Ty did was really dumb and I do understand where your coming from and I'm not saying I agree with him in both incidents cuz I'm not and I did almost kill him when he told me but that does not give you the right to do the same thing to him Hailey when he tried to fix it and you were right this is your problem and I couldn't of helped even if I wanted to you have to fix this yourself" she said and walked out of my room shutting the door.