Rose [S.M]

Anxiety is a bitch

Ladies and Gentlemen, we arrived at Cannes airport. The current local time is 9:35 A.M
Due to some strong eastern winds we are a little behind on schedule. We want to apologize for that. On behalf of myself and my crew I want to thank you for flying with Delta Airlines. We wish you a pleasant stay and we would like to welcome you back on board on one of our airplanes. See you soon and good bye.

I sigh softly as I hear the voice of the captain through the speakers. This was seriously the most horrible flight I have ever been on.
For a good part of the 8 hour flight, there was heavy turbulence. All though I am not scared of flying, I did some praying that we would land safely on the ground again. You never know.

"Let me help you with that." Shawn says from behind me as I stand on my toes to try to grab my carry on from the overhead compartment.

"I am a big girl you know."

"Not tall enough to reach it." He smiles at me with a cocky smile as he grabs my carry on without any effort and put it on the ground. He squeeze my hip and grab his own like nothing has happened. I quickly look around to see if anyone saw our little interaction but thankfully, everyone is busy with their own luggage.

"You look tired." Tiffany says from beside me as I glance over my shoulder to make sure that I grab all my things.

"Yea, I am. Didn't get much sleep." And the day just started. How the hell am I going to survive this day on so little sleep?

"And we were in business class. Can you imagine what it would have been like if we were sitting in economy class?."

"Yes, I would have died." I say seriously. I don't know how I can ever fly economy again after this internship is over. Andrew well, indirectly Shawn is paying for all our seats in business class. I could never afford this seat if it wasn't for them.

"Don't be dramatic and walk. We are on a tight schedule, you know." The annoying voice of Brian chatters in my ear.

"Haven't you learned by now bro? She hasn't slept and you are annoying her. You are playing with your balls."

"I wish that someone would play with my balls." Umm ugh... gross.

"Dude..."- all though my back is to them, I know that Shawn is trying to hold in his laugh "you cannot say that, man."

"You have no right to speak. Your balls are fine after yesterday. My balls are starting to turn blue."

"Who the fuck cares about your balls." I snarl and follows Tiffany out of the plane.

"Shit..."- Brian mutters "I totally forgot about that. I am sorry man."

"It's alright." Shawn response. I know that Shawn hasn't slept with that girl and that he was with me but, only the thought of him with an other girl is enough to make me jealous. This feelings can be very dangerous, if I do not learn how to control them. I cannot go around biting everybody's head off when they say something to Shawn. I would get arrested.

"Thank you for traveling with Delta Airlines." The flight attendants say as I walk past them out of the plane.

"Thank you." I try my hardest to be nice to people. I really do but I need my sleep. I haven't had a proper sleep in 2 days. I start to feel the consequences of that. I slowly turn into a monster.

"Mr. Mendes..."- the same flight attendant says in her seductive voice "I hope that you had a pleasant flying experience."

I feel Shawn's eyes burning at the back of my head. "Umm... yes, it was okay but there was not something you could have changed. Thank you for your service." He says in his polite voice.