Rose [S.M]

Is it all a lie?

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I am back in full work mode in a cold and rainy New York city. I landed 3 days ago and ever since then, I think I have a permanent anxiety attack. Everywhere I look, I see people with cameras. The city I once loved so much, is slowly turning into a nightmare for me.

Not that anyone know about it, because you guys know me by now. I don't like to make drama and I especially don't want to be the center of the attention. I just got to deal with it. And how I do that? Well, with working around the clock. The good thing is that things really start to come together for Shawn his world tour that start this March. Only a few minor details and everything is done. Secretly, I am extremely proud of all the things we have accomplished together and I cannot wait to see how it's going to be in real life.

It's around 3 o'clock in the afternoon and Andrew and I are in the car, back to my apartment. We had six meetings today. Tomorrow we have two more before we finally flying back to Los Angeles again. I have never been more excited to see Shawn again. In these couple of weeks, he and LA really started to become my 'home'. I feel so much better whenever I am around him. Did I told you guys how our talk the other night went? I guess I didn't. Well, surprisingly it went very well. I told him about the cardigan and that I thought that it was from a girl that he had over. I maybe left out the part that I thought that Camila was that girl. What good would it have done? Of course he was 'upset' that I thought that he would ever do something like that to me but he didn't get mad. He was so sweet, which made me feel worse than I already did. But we talked about it and that was it. No hard feelings. Just two grownups talking. I really like where our relationship is going. I feel like we finally in a good place, where we can talk and not run away from our feelings anymore. So, that is a good thing.

"Rose?." I feel a hand shaking my shoulder softly to get my attention.

"Sorry. Did you say anything?." I was daydreaming again.

"Are you okay?."

"Yes. Sorry. I was lost in my own thoughts. What did you say?."

"I asked if you wanted to go back to LA tonight." U say what?

"To LA as in Los Angeles?." I say to get clarification.

Andrew chuckles and nod his head. "Yes, LA as in Los Angeles."

"But we have two more meetings tomorrow. I thought that we were going back tomorrow?."

"Well, yes we have but they are not really important ones. I can do them myself. I know that you want to go back to Shawn."

"Andrew, I am fine. Honestly. You all need to stop worrying about me." It was a miracle that I could convince Shawn not to hire an army of security guards for me, that were going to accompany me to New York. That would have been ridiculous. It's not like I am a celebrity or something. I am sure that it wouldn't happen again.

"I am not worried."- uhuh dude. Sure. "I am just asking. I know that Tiffany is flying to LA later today and I can book you a seat next to her if you want." The thing is that I really want to take him up on his offer but on the other hand, the reason why I am here is to work for/with Andrew. Wouldn't it be weird if I just got up and left? "I can see the battle in your eyes." He adds.