Rose [S.M]

Motherly advice and piercings

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Hi loves,

Well, unfortunately University has started again. So, that means that I won't  have that much time to update so frequently. I am going to try my best to keep you guys happy.

So, I want to know what you like best.
1. Update 1 chapter at the time (less time between updates)
2. More chapters at once (more time between updates).

Let me know in the comments!

For you who has started school/College/University again also: good luck! Kick some asses!

Xoxo, M.
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"Shawn, hurry up." I am pulling Shawn along with me through LAX airport to the arrivals hall. "We are going to be late."

"I don't know who is more excited to see my family. You or me."

"Well, they are not going to be happy with us if we are going to keep them waiting." I case you didn't got the clue, Shawn's mother and sister are coming into town for a couple of days. I am so beyond excited.

"It wasn't me who couldn't decide what to wear." Shawn says mocking as he tries to stop me from running.

"O shut up human. I wasn't the one who kept the bathroom occupied for that long. And whenever I go nowadays, I have photographers following me. You don't want me to look like a hobo next to you, right?."

"Babe, even if you tried... you couldn't look bad."

"Less talking Casanova and more running." I say with a smile on my face. I guess, I have some explaining to do. The last time that we have talked, Shawn and I were in a total different dynamic. The reason why I haven't given you guys an update was because we really needed the time away. As you can imagine, we had some healing to do. We are still not there but slowly but surely we will.

After my talk with Shawn that night, do you remember? In bed, when we were supposed to go out but didn't... yeah that night. Well, it turned out that it was really some unfortunate timing. If I had walked in 2 minutes earlier, I would have heard that Camila was struggling with the chords and that Shawn was just trying to help her understand. He did admit that it really looked bad and that if he would have walked in on me doing that with some other guy, he probably would have reacted the same way. Over the weeks, the hurt and the betrayed feelings slowly faded and everything started to go back to normal. Well, in which extent my life can ever be normal with Shawn.

Don't get me wrong, I still don't trust Camila around Shawn but it's not really healthy to keep overthinking it. If I would have done that, it would have drove me crazy. So, I am just going along with the flow for now. What will be, will be. You cannot change fate. Shawn and I are okay. It's not how it was before the whole incident, we have still some work to do but it's not as bad as it was. We, mostly I, can be around him without seeing the image of him with Camila constantly. So, that is a start. I really hope that Shawn's family, especially his mom doesn't notice that something is off. We really didn't told anyone about what happened. For the simple reason, that it wouldn't had helped the situation. The more people who know, the more opinions. I am sure that they mean well but in the end, it's Shawn and my relationship and we are the ones who need to figure it out with each other. So, less opinions is the best option.

The brightest smile appears on my face as I see Karen and Aaliyah standing next to their suitcases in the arrivals hall, looking around.

"I told you we were late." I smack Shawn chest as I try to catch either Karen's or Aaliyah's eyes. The first one to see me is Aaliyah. A smile takes over and she waves at me enthusiastically.