Rose [S.M]

Mixed feelings

Hi loves,

First of all, sorry that I haven't updated in a while. Uni has been so crazy. My schedule is a mess. I even have to schedule time to breathe in, nowadays.

But anyways. Here is new chapter! I will try to find more time to write because honestly, that is what I love to do the most!

Thank you for being so patient with me!

All the love.
Xoxo, M.
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"God took his time when he created you." I mumble as I look over my shoulder, to Shawn who is sitting behind me and back to the photo that is displayed on his phone. "I mean... come on..." how can he be so hot? The man literally has it all. The looks, the body, the personality and the talent. Next to him, other man don't stand a chance. I know that when these Calvin Klein pictures are going to be made public, his fans are going wild again. Heck... I think that even grandmas are going wild when they see the snack that Shawn is.

I hear him chuckle softly as he nuzzles his nose into my neck. "You like it?."

"Like?!."- like is not the word that can describe what I feel right now. "I was more thinking about: jump me and give me your babies."

"We can arrange that." Even without looking at him, I know he has his cheeky smile on his face. He wrap his arms tighter around me and place a light but sensual kiss right underneath my earlobe.

"You guys are disgusting. I am right here." Our little bubble is burst as I hear the annoying voice of nobody less but Brian. I look to my left, to the seat Brian is sitting in the private jet we are currently in.

"You didn't had to come." I state simply as I roll my eyes at him. We are currently on our way to the UK, where Shawn is going to attend the Brits awards later today.

"My clue to go to the toilet." Shawn gently pushes me forward so, that he can stand up. Pussy. He knows that this will probably turn into an argument between Brian and I.

"Of course I had to. I cannot let my best mate go alone to England." Brian follows Shawn with his eyes until he disappears from view.

"Um... I am here?." In case you were wondering who I am.

"You don't count. He needs his boys with him."

"For what reason?." I raise my eyebrow as I slightly turn my body to Brian, curiously about what he is going to say.

"Duh."- he rolls his eyes. "As a wingman, of course." He states like it's the most obvious thing ever.

"A wingman?."- I slowly repeat as I test his words. Brian nod his head, but is clearly not paying attention anymore to my existence as he shows something at Connor on his phone.

"What did I miss?." Shawn voice echoes through the cabin and take his seat behind me again and pulls me against his chest again.

"Clearly you are in the need of a wingman." I say annoyed and cross my arms. In my defense, it's 4.15 in the morning and as you know, I am not a morning person. I tend to respond a little bit more fiercely during the early morning hours.

"Dude..."- Shawn says with a questioning toon in his voice. "Really?."

"It's not my fault your girlfriend cannot handle a little joke." He says in a sassy attitude and shrugs his shoulders. Brian just loves it to get under my skin. And the funny part is, that I let him. I don't know what it is but he just knows how to get me. Much like Lily.

"He's just making jokes, babe." I look over my shoulder to Shawn, who gives me the most loving facial expression and I immediately melt. It's funny how some people can drive you crazy, while others only have to look at you and you forget the whole world.