Rose [S.M]

Wake up call

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Xoxo, M.
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I stare at the pregnancy test in my hand. "This cannot be happening." I mutter as I slowly sink down the wall to the ground, staring at the little test that is going to change my whole life. How is Shawn going to react? Is the first thought that crosses my mind. A firm knock on the bathroom door pull my attention away from the little stick. I wait for a couple of seconds, doubting if I should answer the door but eventually get up and open the door. "Mom?." I say shocked as I see nobody less then my own mother standing on the other side of the door. "What are you doing here?." I cannot remember her being her in the first place. "There is something you have to see." Is the only thing that she says as she turns around without another word and walk out of the bedroom. I cannot contain my curiosity and follow her to see what she means. "Mom, slow down. What is going on?." I say as I follow her down the stairs. In the middle of the hallway, just in front of the entrance to the living room, she stops and stares back at me. "I am sorry but you need to see this." She says and points to whatever is going on in the living room. In total confusion, I walk into the living room. I gasp loudly as I see what is going on. Shawn is hugging and kissing Camila as they look happier than ever. "Oo Rose."- Camila says as she spots me standing in the entrance. "Shawn just proposed to me. Look at the ring." She holds out her hand as a the biggest diamond ring sparkles on her ring finger. "But... what?."- I stutter in total confusion. "What about...?." I look down at the pregnancy test in my hand. "Sorry Rose But Camila has always been the one for me."

I gasp and sit up straight as I wake up from my night terror. I breath heavily as I try to keep my heart from racing. The room is dark. As I scan the room, my eyes fall on the digital clock on my nightstand, 3:46 A.M.
"Are you okay?." Suddenly, Shawns voice echoes through the bedroom, startling me.

My head snap to my left side, to look at him. Even though, it's pinch black in the room, I can see his silhouette in the moonlight. For some reason, the places Shawn owns, doesn't have any blinds. Small detail.

Was my dream a message? What was that supposed to mean?
When I don't respond immediately, Shawn reaches over to his nightstand and switch on the table lamp. The bright light pulls me out of my thoughts. Shawn stares back at me with concern in his eyes. "You are crying." He simply states as he reaches for my cheek to wipe away the tears. I am crying? I touch my cheek and feel the wetness on my cheekbones. Damn, I really am.

"I had a nightmare." I finally say as I move back into my laying position and rest my head on my pillow and stare to the ceiling. "It was so real."

"About what was your nightmare?." Shawn lay back down as well, and pop himself on his side and rest with his head on his hand as he stares at me.

I keep my eyes focused on the white ceiling as I shrugs my shoulders. "It doesn't matter. It was nothing." I don't think that it's such a good idea, to tell him about what I dreamed. It would only make him upset.

"Apparently, it was nothing. You are crying for God sack."

"It was just a stupid dream."- his not going to give up. "But I was pregnant and I wanted to tell you but suddenly my mom was there.."-

"Your mom?." He says, testing my words.

"Yeah? I don't know why but when she lead me towards you, I founded you cheating on me with another girl." Best to let the Camila part out of this. He will only think that I am exaggerating and that I am only dredging up the old stuff again.