Rose [S.M]

Broken trust

Today is show number... I don't even fucking know. I know that we are in Scotland somewhere. At least I know where I am in this world. That's all that counts.

Today as been such a good day so far. We woke up early. Somehow not completely exhausted like I have been for the past couple of days but actually well rested. Shawn, Brian, Jake and I went to the gym for a early morning workout. Got some coffee and bagels on our way back to the hotel, stopped to take some pictures with some fans of Shawn and now I am laying on the bed in our new hotel room, still in my dirty sportswear waiting for Shawn's slow ass to be done in the shower so, that I can finally get ready. Of course I could have gone with him in the shower but let's be honest, you and I both know that there wouldn't have been much showering then. And I am really hungry so, there is no time to lose.

In a couple of days, we are going to Dublin and I am so excited for that. You probably wondering why... well, because Shawn's mother Karen is going to join us there. I cannot wait to see her again. Its been too long since I last seen her. I think the last time I saw her was back in LA, when she gave me advice when Shawn and I hit a rough path. So, that has been a couple of months. What can I say... the woman has grown on to me. We have kept contact over text messages though but it's not really the same as seeing someone in real life.

We did saw Shawn's dad back when we were in Portugal but unfortunately, his mom couldn't make it because of some work obligations. I know that his mom visiting is also one of the reasons why Shawn has been in such a good mood lately. Thankfully, ever since the episode he had in Germany, everything has been calm. Great even. Exactly the way I like him best.

"Why are you staring at the wall?." I am kind of startled by the sudden sound of his voice. I was so far away in my thoughts, that I didn't even heard him turning the shower off or coming back into the room.

"Nothing really. I was just thinking about that I cannot wait to see your mother."

His eyes lights up as he drops his towel on the ground, leaving him butt ass naked. My eyes are immediately drawn to his umm... friend. Down there. Please do not judge. You have no idea how hard it's to not jump him all the time. The guy is like a fucking dream come true.

His smile is replaced by a smirk but he doesn't comment. Instead, he walks over to his suitcase, probably to get some clothes.
"I don't know who's more excited to see my mom. You or me." I say as he grabs one of his famous Calvin Klein boxers and pull it in.

Damn... his ass looks sooo good. It should be illegal to look this good. It's not fair for the rest of the manly population. He is setting the bar too high. They can never measure up to his Godly body...

My eyes snap up from his ass to his face as he suddenly turn around. The smirk is back as he caught me checking him out. It's my damn right to do so. He raise his eyebrows like he is waiting for a response... what the hell is he waiting for...? Ooo yeah... he asked something... focus, Rose. Focus. But what the heck was his question again?

"I am going for a shower." I say after 30 seconds of thinking but not remembering what he asked. Shawn burst out into a loud laughter and falls on the bed as he rolls back and forward.

Drama queen

I take my makeup bag and walk towards the bathroom. "You are funny baby." He says, while he is still laughing loudly.

"O darling, I know." With that I close the door.

Do you know how refreshing a shower can be? Just a simple shower can change your whole day. Not that I needed it because I am already in such a good mood. I feel like there is not a single thing that can be thrown on my path right now that will change that fact. It's really strange and weird but I just roll with it. You never know how long that will lasts.