Rose [S.M]

Manifestation

The morning came a lot sooner than I wanted. I didn't get much sleep during the night. My mind simply wouldn't shut off. Literally every single aspect of Shawn's and mine relationship came to by. And you know what the funny thing is. I don't think I came much further than I already was. My thoughts are still the same mess they were 24 hours ago. The only thing that has changed is that exhaustion has kicked in because of the lack of sleep for the second night in a row.

Nothing I can do about it now. Tonight there is a new chance. The plan is to meet up with my cousins today, around 1 pm. It's already past 11.20 so, I better start getting ready.

I get out of bed, put on my rope and open my bedroom door. It's really quiet in the house. It's a normal weekday. So, my dad is at work, Lily is probably at school and my mom? I have no idea. Maybe she is attending some Yoga class. I don't know, nor do I really care. I am not really in the mood to interact with anyone right now.

I walk through the hallway, past my parents bedroom to the bathroom. I close the door behind me and switch on the lights. I stare at myself in the mirror and groan softly. Mental note: put some makeup on. I look horrible.

I strip out of my rob and turn the shower on. My body relaxes as the warm water, hits my tense muscles.

After 20 minutes, I turn the shower off and wrap a towel around my body. I open the drawer on my left and grab my makeup bag. Time to fix this wrack.

It's around 12:15 as I walk down the stairs, completely ready for the day. I scroll through my phone as I get a new incoming text message. For 2 seconds I hope that the message is from Shawn but much to my disappointed, it's a text from my cousin Chanel.

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From: Chanel Williams
Received at: 12:17 P.M

Are you already done?
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Is what she send.
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To: Chanel Williams
Send at: 12:18 P.M

Yep. I only have to eat something and then I am done. Why?x
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I type back as I walk into the kitchen. I grab the remote and turn on the radio. I don't like quiet houses. Yeah, when I just wake up but after that, I need some source of sound around me.

I open the fridge, to see what there is left to eat as my phone buzzes on the counter top.

Incoming call: Chanel Williams

That's what I expected. Chanel doesn't like to text. She and Jaimy are a little bit older than I am. Not much, only three and four years but it has never been an issue between us. I always have been mature for my age.

I accept the call and click on the speaker button.

R: "hey."

C: "hey."- in the background, I can hear the sound of traffic. Where is she going? "So, I was thinking that I could pick you up, we go to the supermarket to get some food and then go to Jaimy's house."

R: "Umm, sure. Why not." There isn't much to eat anyway in this house. Maybe that is what my mother is doing.

C: "Great. If you can come outside then."