Rose [S.M]

Into a million pieces

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"Can you please tell me what the hell happened in there?." Tiffany finally says after a good 10 minutes of silence. Well, silence except for my sobs and the traffic noises. Whenever I think about what I saw, my heart breaks into a million pieces all over again. I just cannot believe he did that to me.

"He umm... he... well, Camila was there and..." I try to swallow the lump in my throat. I just cannot talk about it. "It doesn't matter."

"To hell that it doesn't matter. What do you mean Camila was there? What did they do?."

"I really don't want to talk about it. Let's just go to dinner."

Tiff stares at me, like I have grown 3 heads. She suddenly turns the car into an u-turn and parks the car at the side of the road. "I am not going to drive until you tell me what happened." She turn off the engine of the car and cross her arms.

I knew that this was coming. Tiffany doesn't play around. And I know that she is hungry, and I better not test her patience right now. It was already an eventful night as it is.

I take a deep breath and rub my face. "I walked inside the house and heard voices. I followed the voices and saw Shawn and Camila in his home studio laughing and smiling."-

"That is not so bad, right?." She interrupts me. "I understand that you don't like Camila and for a good reason but they are friends. That is what friends do."

"That was not what was so upsetting..."- I wish it was. "They were setting on the bench behind the piano, he sat behind her with his arms around her as he played the piano..."-

"He did what?!." She screams so loudly, that I think my parents back at home in Amsterdam probably have heard her.

"Yeah, well that is what happened. Can we go to dinner now?." Not that I can eat a single thing right now but I really over talking about this. It only makes me upset and mad. Especially mad.

She turns back on the engine and drives away again. "What are you going to do? Are you going to talk to him?."

"I don't know. Not tonight though. I need to think."

"You can sleep with me in my hotel, if you want. The bed is big enough."

"Thank you Tiff. That is sweet."

"That is what friends are for."

"What do you want to eat?." Tiff says as she looks through the menu.

"We can share some sushi? I am not really that hungry to eat a whole meal by myself." That's a lie. I am starving but I cannot eat when I am sad. That is maybe the thing I blame Shawn the most for. I was so excited to eat at Nobu (God knows how hard it is to make a reservation last minute at this restaurant) and now I am here, my appetite is gone completely. It feels like there is a stone inside of my stomach.

"You are not going to starve yourself, are you?." - she says with a raised eyebrow. "Honey, no man is worth your tears. Even not the ones like Shawn."

"I know." I mumble softly. She is right. I know that she is right but why does it hurt so much then?

"Has he tried to call you?."

"I don't know. My phone is still on flight mode."- I am so tempted to see if he tried to call me at all but I am not going to do it. I know that, once I hear his voice, I will fall right back to his knees. The boy has a dangerous power over me. "You? Has he tried to call you?."