Rose [S.M]

Jingle ball kiss

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"So, everyone know what he or she has to do once we arrive at the American Airlines Center?." Andrew's voice echoes through the van as we drive away from the airport. We are currently in Dallas for the start of the series of the Kiss Jingle Ball concerts.

The 'Yeah's' are being heard through the van but I am honestly not paying attention to any of it. It's not like we haven't done this before. The only difference is, is that Shawn is not with us from the start on. He, Brian and Jake took a flight from Los Angeles to Dallas and we from New York. That is literally the only difference.

I haven't seen Shawn for over more than two weeks now. That seriously never happened before. Since the start of my internship this is the longest time we have spend 'apart'. I honestly cannot wait to see him again. I have even missed Brian and his annoying ass. We did talked on FaceTime almost every day and texted nonstop but it isn't the same.

"Rose."- Andrew says and grab my AirPod out of my ear "I have been calling your name twice now. Where are you with your thoughts?."

With Shawn but of course I cannot say that.
"What's up?." I ignore his question and look at him as he sits beside me with his laptop on his lap. Is this guy ever not working?

"Can you look at the picture Shawn just posted on Instagram of the RollingStone magazine photoshoot and look at the comments what the reactions are?."

"Sure." Looking at what people say about is, is a normal thing for us. We need to keep track of what is happening and what people like and do not like.

I open the Instagram app and click on Shawn's profile. He post the picture 5 minutes ago and he already has 13,457 comments. That is insane.

Most of his friends and colleagues have responded a comment underneath the photo but one comment immediately stands out. It's a comment from Camila.

Cover of rolling stone !!!!! Big deal Shawnito- proud of you and love you with 4 freaking blush emojis.

I don't know about this Camila girl. Shawn said that they are just friends and know each other for a long time but I have a feeling and it's not a good one.

I hate the position Shawn and I are in right now. I know that he likes me, sure. No doubt in that but, other than that, I have no clue. We aren't a thing. He is still single, I am still single. I cannot say anything about who he is hanging out with. So basically, we are still at the same point as we were a couple of weeks ago.

"And? What are they saying?."

I quickly scroll through the comments "nothing new. Just how handsome he looks." He really does though. Have you seen his jaw line? Holy mother of Jesus. The man is one fine piece of art.

"Good." Andrew says without looking up from his laptop.

I put my AirPod back in my ear and stare through the window at the impressive high towers of the city of Dallas. It looks like a smaller version of New York City.

Before I know it, we arrive at the the famous American Airline Center. The building it self is quite impressive. The big brown stone building looks a lot like the New York Yankees stadium but it's only a lot smaller. In this stadium fit around the 20.000 people whoever in the Yankees stadium fit around the 53.000 people. But still, it looks really impressive.