Rose [S.M]

Ultimatums

"For how many days will you be gone?." Shawn says as he lounges on the bed in his bedroom while I am stuffing some clothes in a carry on.

"I don't know. Probably not for too long." Well, I hope. With Andrew you never know. Andrew called me this morning, saying that we had a flight to New York for later today. I don't understand why he couldn't say that yesterday during the dinner with the whole team but whatever. We have to go take care of some things for the tour and since Shawn is his 'studio' period, he cannot come. Something about breaking the vibe he has going on or something. I don't know. His words not mine.

"I don't want you to go." He says with a pouting face.

"I don't want to go either."- I hate being away from him. "But I have to work. That is the primary reason why I am here."

"I know... it just sucks that you are going so far."

"It just New York for a couple of days. I am not moving to China." I chuckle as I zip up my carry on. He can be a bit dramatic sometimes.

"I don't like it that you are going that far away from me."

"Well, if you think this is far, then you are going to have a hell of a year, next year, when I am finishing college in Holland." There is no opportunity like this year, to do my last and fourth year abroad. Only the thought of spending a whole year in Holland already drives me crazy. Another year of dealing with my meddling mother, every second of the day. I would rather die. Sounds dramatic but it's true.

"My last shows are in December. So, I was thinking of renting a place in Amsterdam. That way we will have our own place and I can be close to you." Hold on. What?

"You want to move to Holland?." I repeat slowly as I am testing his words.

"Well, not moving because I also have work to do here but spending a lot of time there with you, yeah absolutely."- he reaches for me and pulls me by my arm on the bed. "I wasn't kidding when I told you that I want you in my life for the long run."

I stare up at him through my lashes as my heart flows over with pure love for him. Every time I think that he doesn't can get any better, he does something that totally blows my mind.
"If you still want that, of course." He adds as he totally misunderstands my silence.

I crawl closer to him so that my body is covering his upper body. "There is nobody in this world I would rather have a future with."

"Gosh..."- he mutters as he pulls me closer by the back of my head. "I love you so much." And press his lips in a passionate way against mine.
We waste no time and immediately connect our tongues with each other. The tingling feeling, that I have become used to since I know him, spreads lightning fast though my body.

"How much time do we have before..."- Shawn mumbles against my lips but is cut off by the buzzer of the front door bell.

"There is your answer." I press my lips against him softly and sweetly before I lift myself up from his body. "My cab is here."

"I could have drove you to the airport." Shawn says from behind me as I fix my hair.

"I know but Andrew already called for a taxi... so yeah." I don't want to trigger Andrew more than we already did. I know that he is still not 100% on board with our relationship so, better not to provoke him any further. "Can you please go get the door. I am almost done."

"Sure babe." He smoothly picks up my carry on and walks out of the room.

I brush my hair and grab a hair tie and switch off the lights in the bedroom. As I walk down the stairs, I hear Andrew's voice. I didn't knew that he was going to pick me up.