Rose [S.M]

If I can't have you

I am woken up by my alarm on the nightstand. Fuck... I don't know how many times I have said this but I hate that thing with a deep passion. If I just keep my eyes close, maybe it will go away. Pretend that there is no problem and your problem will disappear by itself kind off thing.

"I know that you are awake." Shawn angelic voice enters my eardrums.

"Nope, I am not."- I mumble and pull the duvet further over my head. "I am still asleep."

"Why are you answering my question then?." I hear the mock in his toon.

"It's called sleepwalking."- without the walking part "can you please turn that thing off?." Before I throw it through the room. Wouldn't be the first time.

Shawn laughs softly and reaches over my body to turn off the alarm. Ahh finally some peace and quiet...
"You know."- I feel him lay close behind me and brush the hairs out of my face. "You actually have to walk to do 'sleep walking'."

"No, you have not."

"I am pretty sure that it's one of the terms."

"What are you? A scientist?."

"As always, you have a fierce temper in the morning." He chuckles amused and kiss my cheek before he sits up again, against the headboard of the bed.

I turn around and stare up at him from my laying position.
"Not everyone is a morning person like you, Mendes."- I have to tear my eyes away from his bare chest before it gets awkward. I don't know how it's even possible to be so attracted to someone. I even like the way he smells although he hasn't showered yet. That is not normal, right? No, it's not. "Why are you up anyway? Did you even sleep?."

He lays his phone away on the nightstand on his side and looks at me. "I couldn't sleep longer anymore."

"Your body is so weird."- I give him a strange look. We went to bed around 3/ 3:30 or something and he is already up and ready to start the day. And it's not even 10 o'clock in the morning. That is strange. "I am still tired. So, good night." I pull the duvet again over my head.

"Really?."- I hear him mumble "maybe I can help you wake up..."

Ha... I would like to see you try. Many people before you have tried but failed.

Shawn twist and turn, and suddenly his face is directly in front of mine, underneath the duvet.
"What did you had in mind?."

"Well, I was thinking."- a smirk takes over his face as he grabs my bare thigh and lift it over his own leg "a little bit of this." He cares my thigh up and down "a little bit of that."- he leans in and kiss the bare skin of my neck. A warm, fuzzy feeling spreads through my body. "And a little bit of this." He moves his lips from my neck to my lips. As our lips almost touch, I move my hand between them.
"What are..."-

"Morning breath." I mumble. I know that it's not very sexy but yea, I have morning breath. Probably just like everyone else.

"I don't care."- he tries to pull my hand away "I want my kiss."

"And you will get your kiss but..."- I push him away and get up from the bed "first I need to brush my teeth."

He groans loudly and narrow his eyes at me "be quick before Alissa finds out that we are awake."

"That is impossible. She is like the devil. She knows every step you take in this house." I give him a wink and give my hips an extra swing as I walk through the room to the door.