Jenalyn: A Splitting Personality (#2) [Complete]

Chapter 12: Dane

Sunday, 11:41 A.M.

I fucked her head up. I knew I was going to fuck her head up before I did it, too- I just didn't fucking care. Now she's sitting over there looking fucking ridiculous- all glazed over and dumb... 

Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck! 

I grab my business phone from the dresser beside me and pull up my conversation with Gary Romano- a dumb motherfucker willing to shell out 2k to spend some time with little miss "Hayden" over there.

I want to be glad I fucked this appointment up, because let's face it- I don't want anyone else having her! I'm also not stupid though- I know she's eventually going to give it up to somebody anyway. If I can prove my point to her- that I do and will always own her? and make some cash on the side? Why the hell not sell her to the asshole for a couple of hours?!

Well, because you fucked this up! You stuck your fucking dick in her mouth! My head is quick to remind me. And over what? Two lines you didn't have to give up to the little fucking fiend?! 

I type a message out to Gary letting him know I have to either reschedule or reassign- all while trying to sort through my shithole of a head. 

I wasn't mad that she didn't want my powder... that would be fucking stupid! Shit, I got it like that, but I don't have to fucking share! That's a luxury she was given, among too many others! What pissed me off, was the audacity of her! Don’t fucking tell me you don’t want it, like I don’t already know who the fuck you are! She may have the rest of the fucking world fooled but when she’s in MY presence, she needs to fucking remember!

I take a long drag from my cigarette to try to clear my head. I’m still letting myself get way too upset about this, when I already did what I had to do.