Jenalyn: A Splitting Personality (#2) [Complete]

Chapter 55: Jenalyn

Thursday, 2:15 P.M.

In an instant, I'm pressing my body into Gage's while I plant a firm kiss on his lips, wrapping my arms around his neck.

He feels just like Ty- only with less hair. It's so easy for my monster to grow stronger with that. Before Tyler and I were close, Gage and I would hookup just because we were hanging out, drinking and smoking. My monster would find pleasure in having the choice to imagine him to be Tyler.

After only a moment of slight hesitation, Gage's hands find their way to my hips. He pulls me into him as he returns my kiss with a small bite on my lip. I can already feel him growing beneath his pants, and I feel my monster get stronger because of it. 

"You know we can't do this, right?" Gage breathes heavy into my mouth, continuing to roam my body with his hands. "You're still with Tyler..."

I nod my head, attempting, with little success, to fight off my monster trying to shove out every ounce of sense that I have left in my mind.

"I know..." I say just as he leans in for another kiss. I don't fight it. My monster wouldn't let me win if I tried.

"You're still doing it..." he says into my mouth again, pulling me even closer.

I nod my head again, letting him lightly grasp the hair on the back of my head to pull it until my neck is exposed. He kisses it, softly at first, but progressively grows more worked up.

"Why?" he breathes heavily, lifting my head back up to his until he can return his lips to mine. 

My monster is practically jumping with joy. Everything else, all of the nonsense and clamor that was flooding my mind before? It's gone. My monster is too loud for me to even try to listen for something to go off of.

My monster has got control.

"Because..." I start to say when he pulls away from me again to bury himself in my neck. "-because I chose Ty... and maybe it should've been you..." 

Gage is fully hard. I can feel him pressing against me in a way that my monster is thriving off of. His hands grip my pant line, squeezing tightly as he plants another hard kiss on my lips. 

"So... choose again." he practically moans in my mouth as he very slowly lowers my pants. 

My monster is practically screaming. I'm already wet between my legs, almost to the point of being uncomfortable if it weren't for the hands now traveling down the back of my thighs with my pants in grip. 

"I'm not doing that, Gage..." I moan, finding the top of his head with my hand just as his mouth passes over the warmth of my pussy through my panties. "That's not... who I am."

He pauses immediately, pulling away from me and shaking his head violently as if to try and brush off the last minute of his life. He glances at me with a look of both confusion, and shock. After a moment, he leans down to swiftly yank my pants back up my waist and then retreats back against the counter to bury his face in his hands.

My monster twists in pain inside of me, sending a shocking ache throughout my body as thoughts violently  start to make their way back into my head. 

"This..." he sighs into his hands, his voice pained as he tries to steady his breath. "This isn't who you are, Hayden! It's not who I am! I'm sorry I-"

A million thoughts swarm my mind within the few seconds it's been since he took a blow at my monster. It sent my mind into an instant whirlwind of an emotional shitstorm.

Jenalyn really did just barge her way into Hayden's life to fuck shit up... this was never supposed to happen!

I can't help it when tears start to stream from my eyes, and down my still flushed cheeks. 

"It wasn't you-" I quickly blurt, readjusting my clothes back into place and brushing the hair and tears from my face. I try to regain myself but fail. I can't believe I just let that happen! "It was definitely me. This is definitely me, Gage! This is who I am!" 

I rush off without another word, my mind finally taking some type of defensive matter as everything slowly starts to fade into a quiet black.