Jenalyn: A Splitting Personality (#2) [Complete]

Chapter 75: Hayden

Monday, 5:31 P.M.

A hot shower didn't help.

The water was as hot as it could get, which is extremely hot thanks to the new lifestyle I find myself in.

But still- nothing.

I even allowed Mama G to lecture me about why I've been grounded for about 20 minutes, just to try to drown my brain with something other than the angry voices.

I was even tempted to take a couple of the pills I have stashed away in my emergency jar- but somehow was able to convince myself better of that having found out I'm having a baby girl today.

I have to do something though...

I can't just let Jena's bitter and angry voices dictate my relationship with Tyler, or anything involving Hayden's life, for that matter! That'd be a sure fire way to ruin it all.

But you're not going to be able to shut the voices up, her voice breaks through my mind with a sour tone. Not without breaking your promise to your child, which I'm sure wouldn't be so out of character for you.

It wouldn't be out of character for her... but I'm trying so hard to be everything that she's not, it almost hurts!

My phone vibrates on the pillow beside where I lay my head. I expect it to be Ty- still flip-flopping between being frustrated and submissive like he had been since I finally answered him earlier.

I'm surprised when I don't see his name populate my screen, and I see a new text message from... Dom, not Dominic.

Dom, not Dominic: Hey
I just got done work for the
day… What're you up to?

A part of me wants to ignore the message altogether, and a part of me is rather intrigued that he'd decide to text me today.

That he's decide to text me right now.

I want to question why a part of me is intrigued, but to be perfectly honest- I know Jenalyn well enough to know exactly why. The real question is just whether or not she's going to be strong enough to sway me into doing anything about it.

No- the real question is... would it help get rid of that angry voice in your head? Jena questions.

Is it a better alternative than risking getting back into my pills, just to give my mind some rest from her constant taunting?

I want to get back to Hayden as soon as possible- before Jena has a chance to fuck anything up big time... and she will if I wait too long.

… Maybe I should try this, I reluctantly think, hating myself for even suggesting it, but know there's a possibility that it could help.

Maybe that's why Jena just won't let go- she's got...I don't know, unfinished business?

I just won't tell Tyler...

She'll feel better, and I'll just go back to normal, right?

I twirl my pill bottle around my hand, contemplating the better of two options that are going to upset a part of me either way.

I can't bring the baby into this. I just can't... what type of power would I be handing Jena if I let her risk my child's life to satisfy what she thinks needs to be done?

I’m not taking the pills.

I pick my phone back up, typing out a message and pressing send before I can convince myself that taking a pill or two is the better option.

Hayden: Just got home too! Sitting here bored lol

Dom is still online, and begins typing a message back to me almost immediately.

I can't help the defeated feeling Hayden holds over me, but I can definitely feel Jena starts to stir with excitement as I wait for him to respond.

Dom, not Dominic: oh,
cool. Great timing.
Dom, not Dominic: So
how into this role are
you? Enough to start
studying so early?
Dom, not Dominic: You
seemed really excited
to jump into things. I
figured I'd offer my
extensive knowledge
😎

As the moments pass, Hayden grows more and more upset- but further and further from my grip.

It doesn't take long for Jena to let herself grow excited knowing how easy this guy is going to make things.

But I'm grounded... the thought suddenly blocks my mind like a deer running in front of a speeding car.

I can hear Hayden so faintly offer that we just call this off, and figure out another way to make me better- but she's buried too far in the filth that now makes up my mind for me to even consider it.

This isn't Jena's first rodeo. I'm sure Mama G is no different than the wards at all of the homes I've been in- I can probably sneak him in.

Hayden: I definitely want to
get started! Could we start
tonight?
Hayden: If you're by Burbank
at all, I feel like we might as
well jump into it! I do have
to be the best, of course.

Dom is quick to respond again. I'm sure his little dick is just thrilled because of how easy I'm making it- but he doesn't even know the half of it.

Dom, not Dominic:
Cool I stay in Burbank lol
You stay with your parents
right? Send me the address.
I can be there after I shower
and stuff.

Jena is excited, I feel it full-fledged now. The angry voice that's filled my mind since last night is definitely starting to calm itself.

I quickly text him the details about my address, and specific directions on how to open the gate without tripping the security.

He lets me know, after a sly remark about how I have to sneak him in, that he'll be here in about an hour and a half.

Perfect.

It gives me just enough time to get downstairs to Mama G, and fluff her feathers until I fake pregnancy exhaustion and retire to my room for 'sleep.'

I know she won't come up here and bother me if I tell her I'm exhausted. The appointment with the doctors this morning kind of worked in my favor when they expressed concerns about my health while carrying.

I toss my phone on the bed beside me, stand up and head to my bedroom door.

Hayden isn't here right now- but Jena is too manipulative not to be able to wrap Mama G around her finger.

I'm too manipulative.