Jenalyn: A Splitting Personality (#2) [Complete]

Chapter 40: Jenalyn

Wednesday, 7:57 P.M.

I can't believe that I'm doing this again, but at the same time- I know I'm not actually doing it at all. I'm just sitting passenger on a flight that my monster took once it woke up to realize the advantage in having someone admit they're attracted to any part of you.

"I didn't tell you any of this to have you... I don't know, pity fuck me?" Rob mumbles as my monster shoves him to the couch sitting opposite where I was sitting just a few moments ago. "I honestly don't think we should do this, we're already in a tough situation with this kid thing. Why complicate it m-" 

My monster doesn't want him to backtrack though. She's just now realizing what her part in all of this confusion was all along.

She's the one who started it.

"Stop talking." she demands of him as we push him down to the couch, and begin to straddle him. "What's the harm in one more secret, right?" 

Rob rolls his eyes and he tries once more to push us away from him. He knows better than to push too hard, though- so it's useless.

"You're not being yourself right now, Jen." he says while trying to lift me from his lap. "Just take a moment to think-"

We laugh. Well, she laughs.

Somehow, I'm able to nod my head in agreement with him on the inside. I know I'm not being myself! I just... I can't help it now.

"That's even better for you then!" my monster coos, pulling my shirt over my head and tossing it behind him to the floor in front of the front door. "Am I being Hayden right now? I bet you'd like to fuck her, huh? See? Even better!"

I can feel that Rob is hard beneath where we sit on his lap despite his efforts to try and remove me from him and end this. My monster gets excited about it.

I can't seem to slip far enough into the depths of my mind enough not to be on the same page as Rob with ending this though...

"You're being dumb." Rob says as he tries to fight my monster from unbuttoning his jeans. He doesn't stand a chance- she always gets what she wants. "You're being stupid, Jen!"

My monster laughs. I just agree again, to no prevail because not even I stand a chance against her. 

"Am I raping you, Rob?" she asks him with an entertained laugh. She pauses momentarily to move in on him until our faces are just centimeters apart. "-or did you just admit to wanting this all along when you took me on a date earlier? Because... this?"

She grabs the solid spot between his legs with little force, but much meaning. Rob gasps, his eyes wide as they stare into ours.

She continues, her strength only growing when Rob damned near falls apart beneath us. "That's indicating the latter of the two," she says with a small laugh. "-and I know for a fact that you're strong enough to remove me if you really wanted to."

Rob stops fighting her, but I can see on his face that it's only because he can't help it. He's a man, and well- most men wouldn't stand a chance against this.

"You're fucked up, Jen." he says, his words rushed as my monster resumes to pull him from his pants. She then works on moving my panties to the side. "-like, in the head fucked up! Seriously! Who are y-" 

Just as my monster goes to inturrupt, we're all shocked into silence when we hear the sound of the front door click open. Two figures, a tall man and a shorter female, step inside with looks of both surprise and disgust painted across their faces. 

My heart pounds in my chest.

Rob really does shove me off of him now. I fall back onto the wooden floor behind me, ignoring the pain in my back as I try to regain myself.

"Fuck, Jen!" he roars, "I fucking told you this shit was fucking whack!" 

It's the last thing I hear before my monster abandons ship, leaving me to crash and burn alone.