1:45am
"No please just please talk to me" I cry blinking away a tear that was never gonna stop. "I'm right here sir what's wrong" I stayed quiet because one I'm dying and two I don't know what's wrong with me. I can't put it into words.
"No one ever listens to me I'm always alone, please don't send anyone just talk to me" Hoseok looked over to see he was the only in his section really beside one older woman and an older guy.
He gets crazy calls all the time, one time a guy called saying he had just murder someone. But never has he have someone called who was just wanting someone to talk to. The guy sounds like he's been crying for hours straight, he wants to go along the rules and send the guy to an hotline that would fulfill his needs. But he just can't the way the guy sounds he just can't.
"What's your name let's start from there okay, I'm not going anywhere" Hoseok replies already having Yoongi location on the screen just incase anything goes wrong.
"Y-Yoongi Min" after a couple seconds he finally answered. "Okay Yoongi what happen, what made you call" and that's where the silence kicked in. "It's okay you don't have to tell me, tell me why your alone what's going on" Hoseok replies seeing he wasn't getting the first answer out.
"I have always been alone since I was younger, my father left when I was five and married another woman, my mother became an alcoholic so she wasn't always there I only had my brother who now lives his life with vero so here I am 26 years later on the phone with you."
Hoseok takes down that he is 26 years of age already looking up Yoongi information. "Are you mad at your family?" There was that silence again that Hoseok feared of. "No I just feel hurt I feel so unwanted why don't they talk to me, why did they just forget about me I know I should make an effort to talk but how can I when they make me feel so bad about everything" Yoongi cries again.
"What else Yoongi why are you still alone?" Hoseok feels bad for him, it might not seem like nothing to some but to others family means a lot. You came from them after all so why wouldn't they contact you? Why wouldn't they make you feel so special? Why?
"I push everyone away I'm afraid there gonna leave me like everyone else did, I can't handle that I will never handle someone leaving me" Yoongi words became slurred as he went in and out of conscious.
"Yoongi don't be afraid okay, if you stay afraid then you won't have anyone ever and I know you don't want that you gotta find the right person who's gonna listen, who's gonna hold you tight, who's gonna make you feel as if lonely is a word you never heard before" Hoseok states taking his hands off the keyboard.
There was an uncomfortable silence "Yoongi can you hear me?" Yoongi nods his head swallowing his spit that kept drooling out his mouth from feeling numb. "What's your name?" Yoongi ask finally using some strength to sit up.
"Hoseok. Hoseok Jung" Yoongi nods looking around his bathroom seeing double. "Can you tell me what's wrong now Yoongi, I promise I won't send anyone out just tell me" Yoongi looks at his wrist he's on the verge of closing his eyes.
"I had to Hoseok no one even cares, I thought if I just cut some marks and end it all then everything would be fine" Yoongi laughs now came the loopy feeling.
"I'm such a pathetic case I couldn't even kill myself I bitched out, hopefully I die right now just to save your time I don't even know why I called Hoseok" his voice started to trail off.
