2:16pm
"He gave me enough pleasure okay" I reply to him after his nagging about my last partner penis size. Penis is such a ugly, disgusting name I hate it. "Your balls must be blue—why do you have the urge now" Hoseok ask his body facing me now he has his full attention on me now it's kind of hard to blush away.
"It's not urge it's more of a gift for me and you" I respond and he hums thinking. Depression doesn't really make you think about sex just let you drown in sorrows. Having no reason to go out and find a hookup I'm never good at that anyhow.
"Just say your horny this can't be some going away thing because if that was the case you can wait until the 90 days is over" sighing once more I roll my eyes seeing how difficult he's being. "You want me so bad don't you—that's why you been more rude all of this pent up and now you want me to have sex with you when you command" I don't like it when he teases me because he's always right.
"Stop it I don't need you" I push back turning away from him, I hear him chuckle behind me. "I won't have sex with you Yoongi you aren't mine—you and I both would feel very wrong about this whole thing" he reassures me with his soothing voice and small touch against my cheek.
"When is this date" I ask quietly watching the smile grow on his face, he is such a lightbulb that has too many sparks. "Saturday" turning towards him to see him have this excited look, "no expensive restaurant" I tell him and he nods I shouldn't trust that nod but I just go along with it.
"Why haven't you kissed me again" I ask letting my gaze travel downward, my lungs losing so much air. My hands shake and sweat waiting on this answer it's most likely some sappy response. "I want to kiss you when you are mine" rolling my eyes playfully we stare at one another.
Slowly reaching out towards him brushing my fingertips along his cheeks, I wouldn't mind calling him mine. Hoseok is a great guy; too great, the stable job, nice home, kindness in his heart. "Why don't you talk about your feelings?" I didn't realize how quiet my voice can get in a silent room, "I never had the need to everyone around me needed help" that sounds fucked up coming out his mouth.
"If you ever have a problem—you can talk to me about it—I may seem like the type who needs to talk about my problems but I'm always here to listen" he smiles before sitting up yawning. "Gonna shower wanna join" throwing my pillow at him.
"Don't push it" my threat isn't so much of a threat I'm glad he finds enjoyment in teasing me.
5:02pm
My hand being held while watching a movie, the popcorn on my lap, my leg over his. This is a sex scene pure madness if you ask me how could he let this happen.
The warmth of his neck is radiating on me as the movie continues to screen. I can hear the television but I decide to ignore it only having him circle my mind. Slowly closing my eyelids not squeezing his hand so hard.
Movie ending Hoseok looks down at Yoongi only to see him sleep; it's very early but he must very tired. "Yoongi" he whispers shaking him a little but he only pushes Hoseok hand away moving closer towards him.
Smiling to himself he brushes Yoongi hair back just letting his fingers dance around in general. Yoongi is a strong person.
