1:26pm
"When do you imagine this so called date" I ask and he smiles just a little I can see the excitement in his eyes. "A Saturday night—a very expensive restaurant with flowers, we eat I ask the big question you respond with a yes I hope and that night I just might do something with you of course if you are ready" he tells this wonderful story as if it would happen and all I can do is laugh.
Covering my face "I would immediately tell you no the moment I walked in the door I hate expensive places please don't" I say my face flushed. "Oh but I have to Yoongi you only deserve the best" it's almost like he's teasing me. "It's so typical the clique first date and wouldn't people wait until the third date for the sex part" he glances at me, "saids the guy who asked me to have sex with him when we are nothing but friends" the way he emphasized on friends made me sigh.
"Because this is different this is a I'm going away so here's some good sex" I tell him and he chuckles once more. "When's the last time you had sex" he ask me and I glance at him "I'm not answering that", "why?", "because that's weird to tell you my last partner" I say in a not so exaggerated way but still showed that it's weird.
"I think about you a lot—in another way but I keep my hands to myself even when you tease me" he confesses to me and I hide behind my hands. "If I were to agree with you I wouldn't mind that much knowing I'll finally be able to see you naked—the great Yoongi with a perky ass" me and him burst into fits of laughter. "My ass isn't perky" I defend and he smacks his lips "why are you looking at my ass" I ask and he smirks.
"It's more plump then perky since I felt it against me, I mean who wouldn't look at your ass it just adds onto your waddling" he teases again and it might not sound like teasing but to me it is. "Enough about my ass" I respond glaring at him and Hoseok nods at me.
"The last time I had sex was roughly a year ago it was a guy I was talking to not dating my sex life with him was always the same never new and for reason I didn't mind that—but this one night made me feel disgusted by him" I announce and Hoseok turn his head towards me. "He laid on top of me and was done in maybe about twenty minutes—came inside of me when I asked him not to and didn't even let me finish" I can still vividly remember this day and how dirty I felt.
"He climbed off of me and went to shower I told him I didn't finish and he made some bullshit up that I just believed—he had the audacity to ask me can he slip himself back in I just didn't want any parts of him" I finish off rubbing my knuckles together. "What do you mean by slipping himself back in" Hoseok ask me his brown eyes full of question, "dick warming it's a thing I'm kind of into—but I didn't want him in me anymore" nervously spit out since I don't really talk about sexual things with anyone.
Sexual talk isn't my things I'm bad at it makes me feel so weird inside. As if I'm not suppose to be talking about this with anyone infact they should just figure out my sexual desires through those moments. Maybe I'm wrong I have been with the wrong people for a long time.
"The last time you had sex you didn't even finish—was he even big enough" my eyes get blown wide at Hoseok question. "We were the same size he was maybe a bit bigger then me" I respond quietly and Hoseok chuckles.
"So you both were bottoms, did it even feel good, how big is yours?" He was full of questions that I didn't want to answer at all. Glancing at him I just smiled shyly softly shaking my head initiating that I'm not answer any of those ridiculous questions.
