8:23am
Yoongi hears faint knocks at his front door, he couldn't move. Shifting slightly under the blankets he just can't seem to get his feet to the ground.
Hoseok comes inside, looking around frantically he sprinted towards the bathroom shoving his eyes away from the tub. Yoongi definitely isn't in here, looking across the hall seeing Yoongi silhouette on the bed.
He comes into the room rushing to Yoongi bed side, "hoseok" Yoongi whispers with tears running down the side of his face. He puts the bags down and grabs Yoongi, "your freezing cold jesus" Hoseok stresses grabbing the man folded sheet taking them out there position wrapping it around Yoongi holding him tight.
"I'm sorry I mess up everything, I don't deserve to be here anymore, I can't handle it...too scary" Yoongi cries out into Hoseok chest. Instead of saying something back Hoseok just let him cry this one out, because he just needs some warm arms around him right now.
11:10am
I sit with my knees to my chest slowly sipping on my hot chocolate that Hoseok made for me. "Why did you come back?" he ask glancing at me, I don't answer instead I just look away.
"Place is so depressing.....I had brought some stuff for you to put some color into your place" Hoseok say getting up leaving the room to grab the bags he dropped a couple hours ago.
He comes back with a smile and handful of bags placing them down carefully. He takes out fluffy white sheets, these lights, soft stuffies. And I just sit there staring at him watching as he still had his cheery voice showing me all this colorful crap.
Look like some 15 year old girl threw up in his bag, "why don't I fix up this whole place if you truly do wanna be back home" he say placing his hands in his lap. I shrug and twirl my finger around the ring of my cup "I'm hearing a yes" Hoseok cheers.
"But that means I have to buy more stuff it's so depressing in here Yoongs.....it's a trigger for you" I look up once he said that. "Trigger?" I whisper my voice gone from crying and not saying nothing at all since the first time he showed up.
"Trigger meaning you see everything that made you down made you want to go forward with that night....I got so scared when you didn't answer my calls or text thought something bad happen" he replies I can clearly hear the sadness in his voice. "Bad as in killing myself yeah as if coming the next morning would help" I really hate my mouth, I swear I'd don't mean it.
"I was out looking for you all night, had to go through thick and thin to find your place....the location of your place on my computer showed something different sorry if I came too late" he say in such a sweet tone.
"Everyone always comes in too late when is there gonna be someone who comes early" I blurt out standing up feeling my face turn red. "Yoongi" Hoseok say holding his hands out, he stands and tries grabbing me but I snatch away dropping the mug as I slip onto the floor.
"Yoongi!" He screams seeing I cut my hand, I scream violently pushing him away pulling at my hair. My knees come to my chest as I cry "just leave me alone!" I scream shaking my head as my bloody hand still stays pulling at my hair.
Hoseok watches him afraid that Yoongi is just falling deeper into whatever state of mind he is in. Hate seeing Yoongi be at his lowest points he goes into the bathroom making sure not to look at the bathtub.
He grabs a towel and a first aid kit which he was surprised Yoongi had in his home. He came back into the living room carefully sitting in front of Yoongi. "Calm down baby....I'm always here I am never leaving you no matter what I promise" Hoseok whispers slowly taking Yoongi bleeding hand.
Poor boy shakes not looking at Hoseok as he grabs some alcohol pads. Yoongi flinches and whimpers feeling the stingy pain. Hoseok wraps Yoongi hand and slowly pull him into his embrace.
I slowly wrap my arms around his neck burying myself into him. I didn't know feeding off someone warmth would feel this good, he smells even better being so up and close with him. It's like once he held me I stopped feeling like shit.
