8:23am
Opening my eyes groaning my headache isn't terrible just annoyingly there. "Morning sleepyhead" looking over to see Hoseok sitting on the bed with a cup of water and a pill in his hand. Sitting up yawning before taking the pill and chugging it with water.
"Is it even safe for me to take pills" I mutter rubbing my eyes, "funny" he say smiling so bright and early in the morning. "Why are you smiling" I say squinting his room being way too bright.
"Because your so cute" sighing and rolling my eyes at his words I just now noticed how close he is to me. "Look whatever happened last night I was drunk don't think too much on it" I say scratching my messy hair that probably looks like a jungle.
"Drunks never lie so I'm taking what you said and did to heart" he say just milking this more and more. I remember most of what happened last night, me sitting on top of Hoseok, I think I kissed him and of course I said I like him as if that wasn't obvious.
"Don't fall more in love with me" I say watching as he leaned more into me placing his hand on the other side of me. "Too late" he whispers smiling and then gives me another forehead kiss "breakfast is ready by the way" he say getting up leaving out the room.
9:16am
Walking into the living plopping down in the chair across from him, he chuckles eating his food. "What's so funny" I say opening the takeout box that's full of breakfast food, "how cute you are when your drunk" he say trapping my foot between his.
"What did I do to get you going all crazy" I say before taking a spoonful of food in my mouth. "You don't remember" he say looking up at me smirking, now I'm starting to think my memory is more darker then I thought.
"We had sex last night" he say with a shrug, I choke wide eyeing him. He starts laughing and pass me my drink "I'm kidding you did nothing too serious" I smack his hand as he continues to laugh.
"I don't even know why I believe you" I say continuing to eat my food, "you just told me you liked me and then fell asleep" he say rubbing his foot against my leg. Shivering I put my spoon down "don't do that" I whisper feeling my cheeks heat up.
"Okay" he say smirking as he continues to eat. "Did you go to work" I ask and he hums looking at me with grease around his lips. I giggle and pass him one of my napkins "my shift was over two hours ago so I got us some breakfast and came in time for you to wake up" he say with a little shrug that could have possibly made this morning better.
"So more about you liking me" he say teasingly and I just ignore him standing up to throw away my empty box. Finishing my drink before throwing the cup away, I turn around only for him to trap me between him and the counter.
"Yes?" I ask looking up at him feeling much more tinier compared to him even though he's not that taller then me. "I'm off until 8:30 so do you wanna—cuddle?" He ask cutely as if I would turn that down.
"Sure but why did you have to be so close to ask" I say laughing pushing him back, "just like messing with you" he replies following me into his room.
10:44am
Resting my damp head on his chest as he turns on some scary movie, he's not into horror films but I like them so we made an agreement to a horror-com. I could fall back to sleep like this, pillows and blankets surrounding us as our legs are tangled.
I could feel the not so head kisses but he would still show that he was wide awake. His soft but sweaty hands clamped onto me. His steady but unsteady breathing.
What if Hoseok does become 'mine', I haven't had a real relationship in such a long time. Am I even good enough for one? Am I even good enough for Hoseok?
Do I actually meet his standards? Does he actually like me or is this just something out of sympathy? What is there to like about me?
My personality sucks, I'm not funny nor am I fun, I complain, I cry, I fail, my list can go on. Why me? Why does he like me so much?
"Hey you okay?" He ask shaking my shoulder slightly, looking up at him I hope my thoughts weren't too loud. "Yeah" my voice cracked slightly but he just nodded and held me tighter.
8:02pm
"I'll see you later okay" he tells me as I open the front door for him, "okay" I whisper smiling softly. I look over at him, he leans over placing his hands at my side kissing my cheek and then leaves out the door.
Standing frozen, out of thought close the door slowly locking it as my heart pump out my chest. Maybe he likes to torture me.
