11:23am
"And that's how we fucked in the office" Yoongi explains to Jimin, Jin, and Joon. "Was it fast or slow I need more details Yoongs" Jimin say getting way too I'm intrigued into this story that just happen two days ago. "We had time on our hands and that's all I'm gonna say" Yoongi say feeling his cheeks get some heat on them and not from the sun.
"Besides that how has it been with the medicine and all" Joon ask taking in that Yoongi was more talkative and less drowsy like he usual would when he visited him. "I'm not on it anymore—the other doctor that was here with Dr. Sao he doesn't really do the medications anymore so my schedule changed but for the better—I'm having a family therapy session during circle time" yoongi is afraid of what's gonna happen at family therapy.
It's been some weeks since he last seen his parents and his brother, afraid that there just gonna be harsh on him again. Blame him again. "How many more days here" Jimin ask catching Yoongi spacing out again, "oh just three more weeks and I'm back into the world I guess" Yoongi cheers weakly and everyone catches on.
"Well at least you'll be out this shithole" jin adds and Yoongi chuckles at the nickname given to this place that's suppose to help him but it only spaces his mind. "Well it's about that time we should go thanks Yoongi for letting us keep you company we'll see you later" namjoon say grabbing his coat along with Jimin and jin. Following them to the door namjoon gives Yoongi a nice back pat "take care call me for anything" Joon reminds him and Yoongi nods with a closed off smile.
"Hey once you get out of here it's happy Yoongi right?" Jin ask also giving him a nice friendly hug. I glance down at the floor before glancing back up at jin "sure" my smile didn't seem fake it was just a smile that felt numb. Jimin also gives me a hug he starts to walk away but he stops and gives me another hug this time much tighter.
"Yoongi don't let fear hold you back—you promised to live and I wanna see it happen" Jimin whispers in my ear before letting me go. I stand there slowly looking at him before nodding and for some reason a fallen tear left my eye as I blinked. "Promise?" Jimin holds his pinky, why is he holding his pinky out?
"Promise" I whisper linking pinkies with him and he smiles before walking over to Joon and jin waving at me.
8:02pm
"What's wrong jim" namjoon ask plopping at the table where Jimin was just sitting there staring out of space. "Yoongi—I don't think he will realize how better he is until something happens—I keep thinking about him because he just reminds me of Taehyung so much for some reason I know tae has his issues but—I don't know Joon just many thoughts in my head" Jimin tries to explain but his mind is honestly blank.
"I known Yoongi almost all my life—the man might be secretive but he does has his ways of saying something to someone without saying anything—I neglected him because I didn't know how to handle something like—I felt like he was being selfish like he just genuinely didn't care about me and that he revolved around this world which sounds fucked up but going through my parents harsh ways and just dealing with other shit feels like everyone is against you—I regret not being there for him like I should have—jim I'm saying all of this to say don't be like me and actually talk to your friends and you know I'm here to listen to anything don't hold that in" Joon explains.
Jimin nods grabbing namjoon hand "I think you been holding your problems in for too long" Jimin whispers before getting up leaving the table. Namjoon sits at the table and sighs "never had anyone to tell my problems too" he whispers to himself.
