EX Friends With Benefits

Forty seven

"Look at this, this is really a good view for pictorial and such" I held my phone and let Nate saw the pic. He smiled when he saw it.

After showing it I went back to my bed while he remains on his' resting his head on the headboard.

"Do you want to hang out tonight and stroll around the place?" He asked at tumingin siya sa direksyon ko.

I turned off my phone at tumingin sa kanya. "I don't want to go but thanks for asking, pwedi namang ikaw lang I'll just stay here wala naman akong pupuntahan" I calmly said.

"I'll stay here then" he said.

"Yeah and cuddle" I chuckled on my remark.

He softly laughed too.

"I miss this, you and your sense of humor, things changed then" he sadly said.

"Nate, wala namang nagbago nagkaroon lang tayo ng anak pero we are still the same old friends. I just don't want another drama. Ayoko na magkagulo na naman because of our reckless behavior" I seriously said at umayos nag pagkakaupo sa kama.

"If things weren't complicated back then, we would be a family" sabi niya and I looked out the window.

"If you did not fucked me while you are in a relationship then we'll be happy enjoying our different lives" I sadly said because it's true.

"But we enjoyed all of those nights and even days, we were happy" He smiled.

"Those happiness only lasts when we both cum and after that we go back to being--i don't know? Friends? Acquaintance?" I rolled my eyes.

"But i always go back to you" maamong niyang sabi.

"Because i'm a good fuck" deretsa kong sagot.

"You are more than that" He seriously said at umupo sa kama.

"Tama na nga ang drama, why don't we set aside those businesses and just focus on our trip" I immediately changed the topic.

"Where's our destination tomorrow?" Tanong ko.

"The tour guide knows but I don't"

"Then it's a surprise then" Kibit balikat kong sabi.

"Can I sit beside you? It looks comfy over there" He softly said dahilan para tumawa ako ng mahina.

Ano ka ba, Nate wag kang ganyan at baka makalimutan ko na dapat ay kalimutan ka.

"Parang tanga 'to. What for? Your bed looks more comfy" I said.

"Do you want to sit beside me instead?" Seryoso niyang tanong.

"I'm good, thanks for the offer though" I smiled.

Then an awkward silence surrounds us but it did not last long kasi tumayo si Nate at pumunta sa direksyon ko and he sat next to me.

He kissed my cheek and I don't know why.

"I miss you so bad, Yndi. Namiss ko yung dating tayo" seryoso niyang sabi.

"By TJ Monterde"  nonsense kong sabi.

Kumunot ang noo niya dahilan para mapatawa ako ng mahina.

"You know you can do more than that" I joked.

But he did not took it as a joke. He smiled widely and went closer to me.

Oh God, please help.