Unlovable-Tsuyu x Fem! Reader [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 8

Tears rolled down my face faster than ever before. I barely knew this girl but she was acting like Twice already. He hardly ever came to my room but when he did, it was awful.

If she wanted to give up on me so quickly then maybe this wasn't worth it. I mean, I don't really have much going for me right now besides her and my new group of friends. Would they really care all that much if I left?

Maybe Mei would, but everyone else? I hope they'd get along just like before. Tsu- Asui could go back to her normal life, find a normal relationship. I'm really just in the way right now, aren't I?

If I just camp out in another city for a day- like Hosu- then maybe they'll all forget about me and I can start a new life doing something that makes me happy. The only question is: When will I be released from this hell hole?

I don't like being back here again because now I can't run from that therapist. I can tell she doesn't truly care about my wellbeing, she just wants to know the story. I could ask my parents for another therapist but they'd get beyond pissed and yell at me for not putting up with what I had.

I doubt they'll keep me here for long, mainly because I'm intolerable in any hospital setting. I whine, and don't follow rules, and refuse to comply with their medical stuff. The less time they have to deal with me, the easier their lives will be. At most, I'll probably be here a week.

So, six more days of Tsu being mad at me and a therapist trying to make me talk. Great, this'll be a walk in the park.

I fell asleep with tear marks etched on my face. I know they won't go away quickly, but it's hard to wake up to an angry therapist shaking you.

"Why were you crying? It's about time you tell me what happened, so you'd better open up or I'll tell your parents that you've made no improvement." She seemed angry, but I wasn't ready to give up yet.

"I was crying because everyone hates me except for the one person that I don't want near me. Now can I go back to sleep?" She shook her head, exasperated.

"Tell me the story, (Y/N). You can't keep it hidden forever." I shook my head, which led her to sigh. "Fine, then at least tell me why everyone hates you."

"My soulmate is mad because I haven't told her what happened there, and because you were the one to tell her that I was even there in the first place." She raised her eyebrows.

"Your soulmate is a she?" I nodded. "Okay, go on. Why is everyone else mad at you?"

"After she tells them what happened, I'm sure they'll all be pissed because I've been hiding this. Is it really such a big deal to keep some things to myself?" I was beyond exasperated at this point.

"Maybe when you first meet someone, yes. But when there's a state investigation, isn't it better to at least tell one person? That way, if you can't explain it again, someone else can help?" Okay, that was a pretty good point.

"I'm just not ready to talk about it yet. It's hard enough to think about, so how would I be able to get through talking about it?" She nodded and paused, writing something down.

"Is that villain who called himself Touya connected to this?" I nodded, trying not to talk any more than I had to. "If we question him and he tells the truth, how much of the story will we get?" I looked down, a habit I should try to break soon.

"Not much. There were a lot of people, and I doubt they all told each other how far they went. His part is the worst, in my opinion, though." She nodded and kept scribbling.

"So, let's go back to the everybody will hate you part. Why would they hate you for not being ready to talk?" I looked up at her, making direct eye contact. I wanted this next part to hit her as hard as possible.

"Because I know you already do." She gulped. "Same with my parents, and the detectives investigating my case. You're all tired of not having the answers, and I'm the one holding them back. It's only a matter of time before everyone I've grown close to feels the same way."

"I'm sorry if I come off as angry. That wasn't my intention, and I hope you believe me. But you are correct, it is a bit hard to face not having the answers." Wow, way to make me feel better. "However, I doubt that they'll be mad at you. They're more likely to care about how you're holding up, which is probably why your soulmate stormed out earlier. If my memory serves me right, that's why you were, crying, no?"

"It is."

"Talk to her, (Y/N). Even if your voice gives out halfway through. Try to talk for as long as you possibly can. Communicate with her, tell her why you didn't tell her, make sure she understands that you're not ready. If you'd like, I can give her the story as you've told me so far." I nodded.

"That would be nice. Thank you."

"Anytime, (Y/N). It's my job, after all." Right. She's only doing this because she's being paid to. I almost forgot. This week better go by fast, or I'll die before I get out.

A/N:
I'm being forced to go camping this weekend and I didn't want to forget to update tomorrow so I'm doing it early. On another note, school is officially out for me! Now if only I were too... thanks for reading!

~Delly