Unlovable-Tsuyu x Fem! Reader [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 25

By the time you'd gotten back to the dorms, it was nearly 9. Tsuyu stayed downstairs to talk with her classmates while you went upstairs to go to bed, thoroughly exhausted.

You fell asleep pretty quickly, falling almost immediately into a nightmare.

"Tsu?" You called out, only being able to see her figure in the surrounding darkness. "What's happening?" She looked over at you scoffing.

"What's happening is I'm leaving." She walked over to you, running her hands through your (H/L) rainbow hair. When her fingers reached the ends, she yanked as hard as she could, earning a scream from you. "You're pathetic. Why would I ever stick around someone who won't even talk to my friends?"

"I-I don't understand, you said you loved me!" You yelled, trying to hold back tears. She scoffed again, walking away from you.

"I would never love someone so weak! You couldn't even handle two months with the league."

"I know I'm weak, I know I'm pathetic, I know I'm a coward! But you told me that you loved me anyways!"

"People lie, (Y/N). If you know that you're all those things, then why would you think I'd love you regardless?" She made her way over to an approaching figure. "Only Dabi could ever love you."

Soon, Tsuyu had disappeared and was replaced with dabi. He circled you, smirking down at you for minutes. He didn't say anything, just watched. After what felt like an eternity, the Dekusquad came to save you.

They took out Dabi quickly, sneering down at you. Tsuyu approached you again, not waiting for the others to disappear.

"I told you he'd love you! Why would you hate the only person who'll ever want you around? God, you're such a burden! I hate you!" Tsuyu screamed, watching as you hung your head. You just sat on the ground, waiting for something to happen.

"Tsu, is this rat bothering you?" Uraraka walked up to her, making you look up just in time to see her placing her arms on Tsuyu's shoulders.

"Tsu, I-"
"You can't call me that! It's Asui to you, (L/N)!" Uraraka snaked her arms around Tsuyu's waist as she yelled, making you finally let out your tears. "Oh, is the baby going to cry now? You're such a brat, I wish I'd never met you!" She faded out again as you slammed your hands into your head.

It was hard to do that, like somebody was holding your arms in place. You thrashed around more, ignoring it as someone else came into view. This time, it was your sister.

"Ew, you're back again? Go away freak, we don't need you here. You only ever cause trouble, that's why mom and dad hate you. They know you'll never amount to anything, unlike me." She sneered, walking away.

Ignoring the pain in your heart, you got up. You couldn't stay there forever, right? You wandered around, trying to find someone. Soon, you'd reached the gates of UA. Through the gaps, you could see Mei sitting with Okurimono and Okayo from your class. A smile grew on your face as you rushed over to them.

Mei spotted you and groaned, making you slow down. "Not you again," She said, sighing. "Look, I don't need you anymore. Just, don't talk to me again."

"I don't understand, are you upset with me?" You crumbled again, watching as she giggled.

"Who wouldn't be? You're a monster, really. You need to leave me alone now, cause I can't hang out with gremlins." You nodded, walking away.

Reaching the other side of the school, you noticed a puddle of blood soaking into the grass. You screamed, running to Tsuyu. She coughed, looking up at you for a split second before shoving you away.

"I told you to stay away from me!" She coughed out, struggling to breathe.

"But you're dying! You need help, please!"

"I don't want your help! It's worthless!" She coughed one final time, going limp. You screamed, scooping her up in your arms. You shook her, trying to wake her up to no avail. She was gone and you only blamed yourself.

You screamed one more time, startling awake. You felt people holding down your arms and your legs, which only made you thrash more. You weren't paying attention to what they said, you just needed to get away.

You tried to pretend to go limp but their grips stayed no matter what. You slowed your thrashing, opening your eyes. You wanted to see who was there.

You were met with brown and black eyes staring back at you. Yours widened as you thrashed more, ignoring their calls for you to stop. Uraraka lost her grip on your feet, distracting Tsuyu long enough for you to scramble away from them. You reached the corner, not being able to move back any farther.

Finally taking in your surroundings, you noticed that the two girls weren't the only ones in the room. Kaminari, Midoriya, Ojirou, and the pink girl you'd seen at the party were there too.

You snatched Monokuma, cuddling him to your chest as they all stared at you.

"I'm sorry." You mumbled out,noticing that only Uraraka and Tsuyu heard you.

"Hey, you have nothing to be sorry for, kero." She moved closer to you, making you flinch. "What's wrong?"

"I'm sorry."

"Did you have another nightmare?" You nodded. Tsuyu moved closer to you again, making you flinch even more than last time. "Was it because of the place, kero?" You shook your head this time, earning a look of surprise.

"Guys, can you leave us alone for a minute?" Tsuyu asked, making your eyes widen.

"No!" You said, way louder than you'd meant to.

"Do you want on of us to stay?" The pink girl asked, watching as you nodded. "Who?" You pointed to Kaminari, calming down slightly when he smiled at you. Soon, everyone had left except for you, Tsuyu, and Kaminari.

"What's wrong?" Tsuyu asked again. You started signing 'i'm sorry', repeating the hand movements over and over again.

"She's saying that she's sorry. Nothing else, just 'I'm sorry' over and over again." Kaminari said, watching as Tsuyu looked back at you.

"(Y/N), what was your nightmare about?"

"Asui was mad at me. Asui died. I can't call her Tsu, only Asui." You signed again, watching the confusion on Kaminari's face.

"She said you were mad at her and that you died, but she kept calling you Asui." Kaminari said, making Tsuyu violently jerk her head back around to look at you.

"(Y/N), you don't have to call me Asui, kero. It was just a dream, whatever happened wasn't real." Your hands shook as you signed more to Kaminari.

"Asui was mad at me. She said she never loved me. She was with Uraraka. They left. Dabi came back. Asui said he's the only one that will ever love me. Asui left again so I went to find Mei. Mei told me I was worthless and I was a waste of space. I left and found Asui bleeding out. Asui still wouldn't let me touch her and then she died. I killed Asui. I didn't mean to but she wouldn't let me help her." Kaminari kept relaying the message to Tsuyu, not even keeping her eyes as she watched you stare at nothing.

Without you even noticing, Tsuyu had pulled you into a hug. You snuggled into her, ignoring the fact that your brain told you not to. It was Tsuyu, she'd never hurt you.

A/N:

Sup crackheads, sorry I can't edit rn, I'm at a friends. I'll edit later though, if you guys are okay with that. Thanks for reading!

~Jay