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Unsteady {WKM x Reader} (Part 2)

Hold
Hold on

I wake up with a groan. Shit! She's gone. I crawl over to Dark. I shake him slightly. "She's gone. She couldn't have gotten far." He looks around, and groans. "Let's go." He gets up quickly and we leave the manor.

Hold on to me
'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

I wander around the new city in confusion. Everything here is so strange now. Unfamiliar. I hate it. It's all loud and disorienting. Damien and William can't be too far behind me though. I have to keep going. As much as I want to be with them again, I can't. I'm unstable. I could hurt them.

Hold
Hold on

A few months later
I found another motel to stay at. It's been like this for a long time. Hopping from place to place. But they haven't found me, if they're even looking. There have been a few...instances. I would lash out, hurt someone. Thankfully it was just aggressive bar fights that left the other person pretty hurt, and not a death on my hands. But I don't know what would happen if I saw them again. Revenge is what I've been after for a long ass time.

Hold on to me

There's a knock on the door. I tense. I grab a gun from my back pocket, and look out the peephole. It's them. Damien looks straight into the peephole, looking like he can see me. "I know your there (Y/n). Open the door or I will." I try to bolt out the bathroom window, but the door flies open while the bathroom door slams shut. "Looks like Damien got an upgrade." I growl, turning to face them, holding the gun up at them. "(Y/n), we're bringing you home. One way or another." Will states with his 'big brother' voice. "I ran for a reason Will. I could hurt you." I tell him. "I'm not strong." I hiss. "We want to help you. I promise, that's all." I clench my teeth. "You give me your word? That means nothing to me anymore!" I shriek. For the first time, he flinches. "You don't hate us, (Y/n). I can see it in your eyes. Let us help you." William inches closer.

Tears fall as I lower my gun. "I can't. I'll hurt you." I whisper. William inches closer still. "No, no you won't." "I'll snap again. I've gone mad." "So have I. So has he. We help each other, we can help you." He promises. He stands in front of me. "I'm not okay." I whisper. "When were you ever?" He jokes, bringing something from before. He wraps his arms around me in a hug. I don't hug back, afraid my hands will betray me, but it's nice to be held like this again. It warm and comforting. A human touch. Something so simple, yet so significant. I haven't felt contact in years.

'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

"I'm not stable." I tell him. "What if I go vengeful again?" I ask pathetically. "We'll find a way." He reassures.

Mama, come here
Approach, appear

Damien approaches cautiously. I can't help but glare at him. He still left me in a mirror. "Oh stop being childish. Just accept it." He growls. "Childish?" I exclaim.

Daddy, I'm alone
'Cause this house don't feel like home

"You left me in mirror. Lonely and afraid. In a house that was never home. Just a place filled bitter memories, reminding me everyday of the mess created there. I thought you loved me Damien!" I breaks away from Will, and walk in front of him.

If you love me, don't let go

A blue aura appears. "I did. I do. Just listen (Y/n), I'm just trying to help." He hugs me tight, and I allow it, repeating the process I did with Will.

If you love me, don't let go

Until I hug back.

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me

I sob into his shoulder. Holding tight, I relish the warmth. I sink into his arms.

'Cause I'm a little unsteady

"I'm scared. And confused. And lost. I'm hurt, and hurting people. I want it to stop."

A little unsteady

"I can't stop the urges and voices. Dammit, I want it to stop!" I sob.

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me

Damien grabs me by the shoulders. "I know. It took a long time for myself and Wilford to have somewhat control over ourselves. We can help you."

'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

"I'm broken, Dami-Dark. I don't think I can be better." He looks at me then to Will. "He shot his sister, I locked my love in a mirror. If we can be glued together...somewhat... you can too."

Mother, I know
That you're tired of being alone

I think about how much I hate being alone. I'm so done with it.

Dad, I know you're trying
To fight when you feel like flying

I'm done fighting them. I'm done running.

If you love me, don't let go

I hug Dark again.

If you love me, don't let go

"Okay." I nod. "I missed you guys." I say.

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me

I break from Dark, and hug Wilford. He rubs my back soothingly. "Thank you, kiddo."

'Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

I'm unsteady and torn apart. But I have what I really need. Hate is a strong word that means nothing anymore.