The Renegade (Jenlisa)

FOREVER

Jisoo -

"Flight attendants, prepare for landing please."

The pilot announces as the aircraft approaches the runway. Chaeng has been anxious the whole time and she's been dying to use her phone and check up on Lisa.

"Love, go ahead and I'll bring all the bags"

I grabbed our bags and let Chaeng do her thing. She was walking so fast I almost tripped from keeping up with her. She carried three gigantic bags when I only brought one duffel bag.

"What part of pack light did you not understand?"

I turn around and see Seulgi and Byul with a coy smile behind me.

"I missed you ugly shits!"

I grabbed them and tried to kiss them both but they both palmed my face and pushed me away with their feet.

"Eeeew get away you chickenhead"

I pouted and they both laughed at me.

"Seulgi! Byul!" I heard my chipmunk yell and the two smiled at my girlfriend.

"Roseanne Park, we missed you!" they gave her a hug and I glared at them.

"What?" Seulgi sneered.

"Why did you hug her all smiley smiley while you both were disgusted from me"

"Well because your girlfriend didn't attack us with an ugly kissing face plus she smells like flowers not" Byul nonchalantly said.

"Yah! I'm not ugly and I smell good!!"

They all laughed at me, including my chipmunk. She kissed my cheek and whispered -

"You're not ugly love and you smell good, always"

I smiled at her and she winked at me. I almost died but thankfully, I'm immortal. If my chipmunk's wink can kill me, I'll be more than happy to die everyday.

"So, how is Lisa?" Seulgi asked.

"I just got off from the phone with Somi, she's still asleep. Somi mentioned the nightmares"

In a nanosecond, my mood switched from happy to hurt. We all bowed our heads, I know we all felt our hearts ached hearing about the nightmares. Lisa has been living in nightmare either she's awake or not. At night, we always hear her screaming Jennie's name as if she has been reliving the moment Jennie died. It was so painful to watch, nobody wanted to see her like that.

"Let's go and let's get this over with"

The city of Love, I dreamt about bringing my chipmunk here for a lovely dinner while we watch the eiffel tower at night. I planned to propose to her and marry her but plans changed because of Lisa's suffering.

I know Chaeng wouldn't want to marry me with an Lisa's state. We all deserve to be happy, Seulgi and Byul knows that too. I know they both wanted to marry Irene and Solar too but we all can't find the courage and inspiration to propose with all that's happening with our friend.

"We're here"

We arrived in front of an old church. I grabbed Chaeng's hand and helped her step out of the car. My heart was beating so fast it almost felt like I'm having a heart attack.

"Love relax, I can feel your heartbeat"

Chaeng glanced at me and I saw her thumb brushing against my pulse point.

"I just can't wait for all of these to be over love"

She tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and smiled at me - the kind of smile that always makes me feel safe.