Lisa
After my little surprise, we went back inside and we cuddled in bed all night.
I hugged her a lot of times and kissed her as many times as I could. I know I'm gonna miss it so I'm doing it will I still have time.
When she feel asleep I went to the bathroom again and let all the pain go. I cried hard until my tears stopped falling.
Then I went back to her side and hugged her until I fell asleep.
It's already 7:00 am but I still don't want to get up. I'm just taking my time staring at her while she's peacefully sleeping.
She looks like an angel.
I trailed every detail of her face with my fingers. I caressed her mandu cheeks lightly. Uwu, I'm gonna miss pinching this.
I touched her soft lips, hm I'm gonna miss kissing this.
My heart feels heavier than the previous days. I have been preparing myself for this moment but it seems that I'm still not ready and I don't think I'll ever will be.
I was busy staring at her when my phone suddenly rang. I know who it is.
I got up and answered the phone.
"Hello," I said as I answered the call.
I went out of the house to prevent Nini from hearing our conversation.
"Lisa, are you ready? I want to meet her soon," he said.
I can feel how much he wants to see his girl. If I'm on his shoes maybe I would feel the same. After more than a month he'll finally meet his future wife which is unfortunately my girlfriend.
"Yeah, let's meet at the same cafe. And Kai, please take care of him, alright?" I said.
"Of course, she's gonna be my wife and I love her so much. I'll help her remember all our memories," I can sense that he's smiling at the moment.
Kai is really a good guy. I can trust him with Jennie or Krystal to be exact.
"By the way, Lisa thank you so much for saving her and for taking care of her. I thought I'd never see her again."
My heart really aches like hell. I should be happy right? I should be happy for my Nini. She's gonna meet her family again.
"Oh that's nothing. I just did what any person would do," I replied.
I never told Kai that Nini and I are in a relationship. I don't want to hurt his feelings. I just told him that I'll prepare myself and Nini for separation from each other.
"So, 10 am in the same cafe okay?"
"Yes, we'll arrive on time," I said.
"Okay bye see you later."
"Bye."
Every minute and every second, my heart gets heavier and heavier. The end is coming. My end is coming.
Argh! It hurts! I hit my chest trying to ease the pain but no nothing seems get it off me. It gets worse and worse.
While cooking our breakfast, I was shedding tears. I must say, this isn't the happiest day for me. Though I'm breaking right now I still have to take care of her. I'll still feed her like I usually do.
Just when I was finished, I saw her coming out of the room. I immediately wiped my tears and pulled myself together.
"Hey baby, good morning!" I greeted her with a wide smile plastered on my face.
That's a good facade. Keep smiling Lalisa, keep hiding the pain.
"Good morning baby," she greeted back and hugged me.
I hugged her back and kissed the top of her head.
"Awe, my baby being sweet at this early in the morning."
I pinched her mandu cheeks playfully.
"Let's eat baby."
I said and took a sit. She didn't bothering sitting on the chair she just prefer sitting on my lap.
I started feeding her. And I also forced myself to eat though I don't have an appetite. It's so hard, it felt like there's a big lump on my throat but I don't want her to know that I'm feeling this.
"Baby, I bought a beautiful dress for you. Wear it today, we're gonna meet someone special."
Someone special to her. Fvck! It really hurts.
"Sure baby. Who are we going to meet today?"
"It's a secret," I said and giggled though it was fake I still tried to make it convincing.
"Okay," she pouted.
I just pinched her cheeks. She really never fail to look cute even on times like this.
After eating, we took a bath respectively and I let her wear a beautiful white dress. She so gorgeous.
"Come on baby, let's go."
And we went on our way to the cafe.
