I just want you

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Every morning you wake up tired, no matter how much sleep you get. You went to the doctor, and it's final. Now you've been diagnosed with depression. She said it could happen. When you find out you can't have kids a lot of women become depressed, you included.

"Hey babe, are you ready for work? I figured I could drive you to the office." Ashton says, walking into your apartment.

"Erm...you do realize you have to show up to my office in three hours, with your band. Meaning you should arrive in 3 hours...with your band." You say, rolling your eyes.

"Nah I'll just be the responsible member and hang out in your office until the interview." He says, grinning at you from down the hall.

"Ugh fine, but don't be distracting. I have a doctors appointment after work, so can we just get some pizza after that?" You ask. You need to let him go, you can't bring him down with you. He deserves kids, and all that, a family. A two year relationship and now it's going to end, because of depression and infertility.

"Ash I have to tell you something." You breathe as soon as you guys enter your office.

"What is it babe?" He asks, grinning up from your chair.

"Ryan is interviewing you guys." You say, faking a smile.

"He is? Great he's a pretty cool guy." Ashton says.

***

The interview drags on, but the boys are pretty funny.

"So future, what do you guys want for that?" Ryan asks, smiling at them.

"I want to tour forever. I love it so much." Luke says.

"I want to go home to my parents one day." Calum says, smiling slightly.

"Not sure. I'm just enjoying right now." Michael laughs.

"I want a family. A bunch of kids, a wife. I might already have the wife picked out. But yea kids that'd be great." Ashton says, smiling at the thought. That does it you run out of the room crying. After a while you here the door open and shut. Someone sits behind you, and begins rubbing your arms.

"Baby, what's wrong? Is everything okay?" Ashton asks, worry clear in his eyes.

"Ashton I won't have a family with you." You sob out.

"Why not?" He asks.

"I can't have kids." You whisper into his chest.

"Oh well, I'd rather be with you and adopt kids, than be with someone who I'm not madly in love with and have my own. Plus, we could get a surgut, I don't care I'd rather be with you." He whispers, holding me close.

Hope you guys are having a lovely week. Love you all. Thanks for all the support. Wish you luck

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