Beloved - F. Weasley

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{.76. Fare l'amore}

Light smut warning and mature content - trigger warning: mentions of torture, assault, rape

Carina Bella Zabini-Weasley was not sexy. At least she didn't think she was, she never intentionally set out to be sexy as she knew she would just make a bit of a dick of herself. She just embraced what and who she was and that was it. She didn't want to be fake. She was who she was and she thought she was beautiful, fierce and intelligent, not even her dyslexia could stop her from trying her best to learn and she embraced this. Sexy however was a difficult task for her.

Saying this, she had wanted to try and be sexy though as she wanted to try and be intimate with Fred. They'd been married for almost a week and it was the first weekend of 1998 and Carina just wanted to make this year a different one. Instead of being a year full of fear, she just wanted it to be a year full of love. Which is why she wanted to try and be intimate with Fred. She knew that she wanted to, she also knew that Fred had wanted to but he never wanted to push her.

He was so incredibly patient with her and Carina loved that about him. She loved that he was always so gentle and loving but could also make her laugh at the smallest things. He made her feel safe, that's what she had wanted was a space to feel secure and authentically herself. Which Fred Weasley made her feel.  Fred Weasley never made carina question his love for her and that was enough for her. She'd won the jackpot with Fred Weasley as her husband.

However, she turned to Fleur and Orion for advice as Orion was her soulmate and Fleur was a bloody beautiful Veela, she thought Fleur knew everything about being sexy. Fleur had gave many good tips but she gave some rubbish ones as well.

"A smile Ees ze best thing a woman can wear to be sexy," she had said, carina thought it was a load of rubbish, she knew she had a beautiful smile but she wanted to look like she was effortlessly sexy not trying too hard.

Orion said to wear a sexy bra and underwear, apparently people loved that. A nice pair of underwear, Orion said that it was the same for George, when he was wearing a nice pair of boxers Orion appreciated the effort so it must have been the same principle for girls. He also said he used to like when Aurora wore a nice matching set it made him think she had felt good about herself and wanted to share it with him. Orion said as long as she felt good and sexy about herself, Fred would feel the same.

Carina scowled at the mention of Aurora — she hated that bitch — but appreciated the advice but she had absolutely nothing remotely nice that she would be willing to wear in front of Fred. Usually, on a wedding the bride got given a lovely piece of lace lingerie but considering carina was seventeen nobody really had done that for her — it was fair enough considering she still wasn't a massive fan of people touching her either.