Beloved - F. Weasley

25.

{.25. Expecto Patronum}

Trigger warning: slurs, slight violence

Throughout her time at Hogwarts people knew that wherever you saw Carina Bella Zabini you saw Blaise Zabini or you most definitely saw her with Orion Jake Phillips.

They were unseperable which is why carina knew those two people were the two that would be able to help her produce her Patronus. She pulled both boys up to the Room of Requirements. Blaise had been complaining as he said he was meeting Draco for the Inquisitorial Squad but Carina didn't care. She couldn't believe Blaise would even do that but he said it was extremely hard to be a Slytherin and not be on the squad.

She paced in front of the room and when the door appeared she dragged them both in and sat them down on the sofa that she had conjured. She smiled at them and pulled out her wand.

"So I've been thinking and I really want to produce a patronus. So call this a little experiment but I just need my two favourite boys here for moral support." She explained "obviously Draco would normally be here but I'm still not speaking to him and he didn't give me a birthday present to try and smooth the ice so I gather that our friendship is definitely over," she continued

"Sorella, just take a deep breath and try and do the patronus," Blaise said smiling

He was elated that Carina had called Orion and himself her favourite boys, carina rarely showed affection openly and for her to say something like that in passing was really exciting as it meant that she was beginning to become more open.

Carina shut her eyes and thought about all the times that herself, Blaise and Orion had been together and how much fun they had. Especially the most recent time over Christmas with the muggle board games. She thought to parties where she danced with both boys and had fun.

She thought to how in a crowded room when she felt overwhelmed she would always look to Blaise or how Orion would always know to grab her hand or place a hand on her back when he was able to tell she was starting to feel anxious.

She thought about all the times that both boys would keep her safe, Blaise by his reassurance that he'd never let anyone hurt her, especially not their step dads anymore as it broke his heart the first time. She thought about Orion and how he would always stick up for her no matter what and always offer her refuge in his home when she needed to get away from the Manor.

She thought about the times she had with each boy and the different emotions that she felt and she could feel herself become emotional at how much she truly loved the two boys in front of her.