January 6, 2021
okay i need to rant again.
UGHHHH I HATE IT HERE. there's a reason why i keep shit bottled up bruh.
like anytime i try to talk about my feelings with someone i trust, i always either get shut down or "i'm sorry" like bruh.
i'm just frustrated because i'm ALWAYS there for them when they need me. like my one friend, she's recently going through a breakup and i've done everything i can to make her feel better ?? idk the right word but i've been there for her EVERY TIME she needed to vent about her ex or just needed to get out of the house and drive, EVEN AT 3 IN THE FUCKING MORNING. and i just FUCK IDK i'm doing all i can to help her so that she doesn't go through what i did just because i never had anyone to talk to.
but like whenever i even SLIGHTLY bring up something that's going on with me, she sends me a blank picture back or just a face picture with no words 😐 like bruh .. i get that it's hard for some people but like .. idk i feel like i bitch even getting mad over this but it's just a little frustrating cuz this is what everyone does, or they just don't understand it so they don't really say anything and like that's okay but like.. i just need to vent sometimes but that's hard to do when i'm not getting any reassurance that they're okay with me venting to them or like IDK UGH ITS SO DUMB
just feeling under appreciated for the love i give out but never receive :/ LIKE BRUH I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE SO MUCH I TRY SO HARD TO MAKE THEM FEEL COMFORTABLE AND NOT ALONE AND I JUST idk i'm sorry this is stupid i shouldn't be mad.
idk. just sad. oh well
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RANT BOOK
Humorfree reaction meme with every rant i post !! 😎 So I decided to make this book for whenever I gotta rant/vent/talk ab what going on cuz I always got shit to say about life and sometimes it can be VERY interesting LOL so enjoy. spoiler: montana boy b...
