i hate my parents.. sometimes

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January 8, 2021

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT i miss my friends so fucking much. i hate it here.

Sorry- so basically i haven't seen/hung out with my friends in almost 2 weeks because my parents don't let me see them unless i go to school but this shit feels impossible to me when it shouldn't and I FUCKING HATE IT.

Like, school/waking up in the morning has become such a hard thing for me and IDK WHY. LIKE SOMETHING IS SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH ME AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO BECAUSE MY PARENTS NEVER LISTEN TO ME WHEN I TELL THEN THAT IM STRUGGLING like fuck.

My dad ALWAYS tells me "just go to school" like I WOULD HAVE DONE IT IF IT WAS EASY FOR ME. School is so overwhelming cuz i'm literally a month behind oh my GODDDD and like i just feel like i'm hitting a brick wall whenever i even think about it. and getting up in the morning is so fucking hard because I CANNOT SLEEP. FUCK. And whenever i tell my parents how i feel they say "no" like okay nvm 😍😍😍 I FUCKING HATE IT

AND KEEPING ME AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS IS MAKING SHIT SO MYCH HARDER. they like the only thing that gives me the SLIGHTEST bit of happiness and they're taking it away from me just because of something that feels out of my control right now. FUCK i just hate it. i hate it here.

oh well lol

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