he.. omg

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February 17, 2021

Oh my GOD. okay okay, so basically yesterday I skipped school and went to go hang out with my friend Alec for a little and we went to the dollar store and bought cool glasses and the fisheye lense thing and we tooks pics at a gas station LMAO but then he had to leave early so i took him home and THENNNN OMG

Okay okay okay so anyways, right before I left his house I got a snap from Montana boy and HE FUCKING- he said "I think i'm falling in love with you. I don't know if it's the right time to say that but oh well." AND I'M ??!<?>AMKJB oh my god oh my god in love with ME ??? idk man its probably all too fast for us to be feeling the way we do but god damn i've never been so fucking happy in my life.

Like it's been two in a half years since I've felt this shit for someone and this time they actually feel it BACK oh my god. I think i seriously love him bruh, like ive never met someone so perfect for me and like ??? idk man idk idk idk i'm just so happy with him idk i just never want it to go away.

But like at the same time sometimes i feel like he might just be in love with the idea of me.. ya know? or like idk i feel like if we ended up together eventually the only way i could keep him happy is by having sex :/ idk man maybe its just horny teenage boy shit cuz he always tells me how happy i make him and how he could picture us living together and like shit like that IDK I JUST OVERTHINK AND I'M SCARED.

Also last night I was thinking about like when me and him meet up and literally the THOUGHT of having to leave and never knowing when I'll see him again made me BAWLLL bruh. like it started out with me just crying cuz i missed him and I wanted to be with him and then i started thinking about what it's gonna be like when we meet and then have to go back home and :(( idk it made me very sad. but besides that i can't WAIT to meet him. spring break is in like a month or two so !! I even asked my parents about it and I think they might let me go !! idk we'll see.

anyways hopefully i get to facetime him soon cuz i miss him. okay bye.

oh yeah also i changed his name from "underpants" to "average joe" LMAO cuz like both of those things are inside jokes and he told me he'd change my name to garbanzo bean LMAO okay okay im done now bye

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