i miss my best friend

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October 27, 2020

y'all ever miss someone so bad even though they're still in your life? but it's just not the same as it used to be? FUCK IT HURTS SO BAD LIKE HOW CAN I GO BACK TO HOW THINGS USED TO BE i'm so sad.

I miss my best friend y'all so fucking bad. we texted last night for the first time in a while and FUCK I MISS HIM SO BAD. y'all do not understand how much love i have for this bitch. he was literally my ONLY FRIEND for like all of my 10th grade year because my best friend left me for popularity and HE WAS THERE FOR ME. we hung out all the time and he made me so happy. i miss him so much. and like i've never had feelings for him or anything you know it's just pure friend love. i love this kid to death and i just want to hang out and be best friends like we used to.

But things have changed a lot since then. like a LOT. i have more friends/my best friend back, he has a band, a job, and a girlfriend. he's got a lot of shit going on and he seems like he's doing really good and i don't wanna like ruin that. but GOD FUCK I MISS HIM SO MUCH.

He asked me to hang out with him and his band on Thursday tho so i might do that :') it's not gonna be the same but like it's still, y'a know, the best i can get right now cuz of how busy his schedule is. anyways i miss my best friend a fuck ton and hopefully we can get close again. ALRIGHT THATS ALL BYE.

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