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09/23/21

ur KIDDING me bruh.

i wish ethan would just make up his mind😔

okay no i know he's just struggling mentally and there's literally nothing i can do about it but give him space but UGH IT HURTS SO MUCH. why does he DO this to me bruh. i just wanna be here and support him and he just keeps pushing me away because he's confused about what he's feeling.

it's so frustrating because i've BEEN there. i've felt exactly what he's feeling and it's honestly so HARD but i understand exactly what he's going through and UGH. he still loves me, i know he does. it's just buried inside because he's got some mental stuff he needs to work through before he can feel it again. and i'm CONFIDENT that it's still there because i SAW IT. it literally came back for like a week. i just wish he knew bruh.

he told me he's not ready to get back together and that he needs a break from everyone and everything and bruh ofc i'm gonna give him space but i just wish he would realize that no matter what he goes through or what he feels right now IM GONNA BE HERE AND SUPPORT HIM THROUGH IT BECAUSE IT WONT BE THIS WAY FOREVER. it makes it so hard, but i just gotta do what he wants for himself right now. i just hate it, i want things to be better again.

oh well, it'll happen one day. i'm manifesting it.

anyways i'll keep ya updated lol

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