RANT BOOK

he kissed someone 😐

10/01/21

i never finished my last rant, but after that whole thing happened we had a whole conversation about it and figured it out and shit and basically made a promise that neither of us would kiss or do anything with anyone else for a long time.

WELL FAST FORWARD LIKE 4 FUCKING DAYS THIS MF KISSED SOMEONE????

i'm literally so pissed. and it's not even just about him kissing someone, it's that he got SO mad at me for kissing people for a SCHOOL TRADITION AND NONE OF THEM MEANT ANYTHING, MADE ME MAKE A PROMISE NOT TO DO IT AND THEN BROKE IT NOT EVEN 5 DAYS LATER??? i'm just so fucking upset.

but yk he threw up in his car right after HAHAH

idk bruh. it fucking irks me. and we had a conversation about it and i told him i thought i felt better about it but then i thought about it for a few hours and now i'm fucking pissed. and obviously we weren't together so he can do whatever he wants but it just pisses me off that he made a promise and broke it so soon. i'm just so upset.

idk, i'll piss on him about it when he wakes up lol

this is literally so stupid and it reminds me of middle school drama and i HATE IT LIKE WHY BRUH. wtf is wrong with us.

idk. i'm just so upset and i shouldn't be cuz we weren't even together but UGH IT JUST BUGS ME SO MUCH. he's such a hypocrite bruh. it just pisses me off.

i don't even know what to do :/ like i was okay like just being "friends" and talking and stuff cuz yk i care about him and i just wanna be there for him but like this is just too much adding in the "promises" and shit. it makes things so hard, like way harder than they already are AND I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DOOOO FUCK. i'm just lost bruh

i literally couldn't sleep because of this. i've been up all night. BECAUSE OF A STUPID FUCKING KISS BRUH.

i wanna get back at him but that's childish bruh and i don't even know who i would kiss but UGH IDK it's stupid. i'll figure it out eventually