we Facetimed for the first time 😳

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February 15, 2021

Guys omg guys guys.

So on the 13th Montana boy asked what I was doing tomorrow (14th) and I told him nothing and then he was like "we could ft" and so yeah that's how it started. we probably started face timing around 8:30 p.m or something and i was SO NERVOUS like up until the point i got the notification that he was calling and then like once the call started it was like PERFECT IDK like not awkward or anything at all and OMG SHAUDHJS i just love talking to him, like seriously i talked to him from 8:30 p.m all the way until 5:30 a.m and i STILL wasn't sick of talking to him. SERIOUSLY like 9 hours straight still isn't enough LMAO.

Okay OKAY LISTEN this mans VOICE?! oh my gOD. Idk what it is about it but it's SO ATTRACTIVE like but he low key sounds like mordecai from the regular show DHISHD but like kinda different idek how to explain it, they're just similar. AND 😳😳😳 IHGH DJHAHDGSH

okay listen, so he like took his hoodie off to change it and he asked me to pick one for him to wear and i asked him to give me a hoodie tour and SGDUHWIWN okay so he stood up and set the phone up so he could hold them up for me and like THIS MAN IS SO FUCKING ATTRACTIVE like he had a tattoo on his rib cage and like a band around his arm and like a couple more and like HIM SHIRTLESS 😳😳oh lord i'll pass away. HE ALSO PAINTED HIS NAILS BLACK AND WEARS RINGS AND oh my god he's perfect literally everything about him oh my god.

and like i've NEVER felt so comfortable with anyone so fast like seriously we could make like the DUMBEST faces and it was just like the funniest thing ever. And like we both GENUINELY LAUGHED like real laugh that like🥺🥺 ugh man no one ever makes me really laugh like that.

AND NOW IM EXTRA SAD BECAUSE MY HEART IS LIKE DHWIHDUWHRUE FOR HIM AND I CANT BE WITH HIM :((( we might meet over spring break tho !! which i wanna do so bad bruh 😭 hopefully we make it that long cuz idk i'm always afraid of them leaving 🙃 ITS OKAYz

OH YEAH also it's like a thing now for us to talk about "our kids" LMAO cuz like this man is  like TALL and lanky and i'm like very short. there's literally a foot height difference here. Anyways, one day we were talking about dreams and he told me he dreamt that we were like married and had two kids and then i was like "i hope they have your eyes" (cuz omg i'm in love with his eyes like- idk) and then he said he wanted them to have mine because his need glasses and then i was like "so do mine" and blah blah and then i told him they might get my short legs and then he said his long legs will balance them out LMAO idk anyways we just talk about that now and it makes me :') like i know it's all jokes but it's still cute bruh. anyways our kids are gonna have big foreheads and there's nothing we can do about it 😔

anyways so basically i found my soulmate and i've never been so happy and so sad at the same time.

OKAY ill keep ya updated bye bye

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