I wish my dad wasnt sad

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October 23, 2023

On a note other than Montana boy for once... my family is something else lol.

My mom has had a house being built for the past few months and it's destroying my dad. I hate how my mom is sometimes and I HATE that I can't do anything about it.

My dad never wanted to move. He was perfect where he was, he loved the house we lived in. He built that house before I was born and I grew up in it until I moved out. My dad just really, really wanted to stay where he was.

But then my mom decides its "not fair" that she had to live in the same house her whole life. Like SOME PEOPLE DONT EVEN GET THE LUXURY OF OWNING A HOUSE IN THEIR ENTIRE LIVES, LET ALONE A TWO STORY, 6 BED 3 BATH HOUSE. God it's INFURIATING. How the fuck is it "not fair." ???? Like make it make sense. Literally she could have easily added onto the house to have the things she was wanting from a new house, but that wasn't good enough for her 😐

OKAY BUT THATS THE THING THAT IRKS ME THE MOST. My mom is literally always like "you guys are so selfish and ungrateful. You always want more" (which is true for my brothers) but then is all like "I need a bigger house cuz it's not fair that I already live in a two fucking story house" 😐😐😐 bro I literally can't.

AND OHHHH MY GODDDDD dude I fucking can't. Literally almost every little thing she finds something wrong with. Like the grey on the walls downstairs is a little too light, or the counters are more yellow than she wanted, or the tile in the bathrooms weren't the ones she wanted. Like oh my fucking god dude IT MAKES ME SO FUCKING MAD.

I WILL LITERALLY NEVER HAVE THE LUXURY OF OWNING A HOUSE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE AND I HAVE TO SIT HERE AND LISTEN TO MY MOTHER COMPLAIN ABOUT THE COLOR OF HER COUNTERTOPS BEING TOO YELLOW??? I literally fucking CANT.

But the worst part is watching my dad dude. It's so sad. He literally can't even visit the new house because of how sad he is. HE CANT EVEN DRIVE PAST THE STREET OUR OLD HOUSE IS ON BECAUSE HES TOO SAD. God dude I just can't do it. My poor dad had literally no say in it and he fought SO HARD to keep our house and my mom didn't give a shit.

AND MY DAD IS THE ONE WHO BRINGS MAJORITY OF THE INCOME ANYWAY SO SHES USING HIS MONEY TO BUILD AND PAY FOR A HOUSE THAT HE CANT EVEN STAND TO VISIT???

I. FUCKING. CANT.

I've just always had issues with my mom so I'm just 😀 GRRRRR

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