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getting back together 😋

september 18, 2021

y'all 😐

okay so basically ethan wants to get back together lol.

bruh WHYYY also the two other guys i've had sex with hit me up in the past 4 days like ??? what is going ON bruh i'm getting EVERYONE.

but i only want ethan.

but it's so HARD. i just wish we were closer, everything would be easier.

idk bruh it's all so crazy cuz we literally only broke up like a month and a half ago, like not even. but i guess his feelings came back?? like fully. like this mf misses me ALL THE TIME and he literally thinks about me constantly and he's been texting me WAY MORE than he used to and we literally called two days in a row like 😳 bro what is happening. not that i'm complaining, but ???

and he wants to come down for homecoming next week but i'm already going with someone else and i'm so SAD 😭 cuz it would be shitty for me to cancel on my date just cuz things randomly get patched up with me and ethan yk? so yeah.

i wanna be with him, but. it's just hard rn. and i decided not to put a label on it until after homecoming so that it doesn't get in the way lol cuz ethan doesn't like the guy i'm going with and the guy i'm going with HATES ethan 😔 so it's a bad situation.

but bro i'm genuinely so happy that this is happening. like he's all i ever want bruh, i'm so happy i can finally have him again. AND SEE HIS FAMILY. spring break starts october 14th so i'm gonna go down to montana after school on the 13th and stay for a while. IM SO SAD THO cuz now i'm in school which means i barely get to see him 😔 but he said i can move in with him & his fam after school like during the summer until me and him get things figured out and can live on our own 🥲 that's only like 8 months bruh WE JUST GOTTA MAKE IT 8 MONTHS AND WE CAN FINALLY BREAK THE FUCKING DISTANCE.

it's gonna be so hard but it will be worth it i think. but i guess we'll see what happens until then. hopefully things work out cuz bruh i don't want ANYINE ELSE.

okay that's all, i'll keep ya updated lol