July 25, 2023
I don't know how much longer I will be with my sweet montana boy.
I am at an extreme low in the relationship, and I just don't know if I will make it out of this.
It has been more than two years with him, and I am still unhappy. I have stripped every layer of my brain to understand myself so that he can understand me, and yet he still doesn't. There is nothing more I can do.
I am exhausted. This relationship doesn't feel good, and it doesn't feel right. I am not in love with him. Now I'm scared that I will never leave, that I will settle and be unhappy for the rest of my life.
I tried so hard to believe he was my soulmate, for years I overlooked things that I thought were minor, but they are not. They are who he is, and that will never change. We are just not meant to be together, and I cannot force him to be somebody he's not. He will never be the person I need, and I know that now.
October 23rd, 2023.
It's over. I left him 2 weeks ago and I'm living back in utah, without him. It's sad that I put so much into this relationship. I hurt for so much longer than I needed to because I believed he would change. I had to stop waiting, I had to take care of myself. He is not my person, and he was never meant to be. No matter how much it hurts me, it's what I needed. I will always love my montana boy, but I needed more.
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RANT BOOK
Humorfree reaction meme with every rant i post !! 😎 So I decided to make this book for whenever I gotta rant/vent/talk ab what going on cuz I always got shit to say about life and sometimes it can be VERY interesting LOL so enjoy. spoiler: montana boy b...
