he told his mom about me :')

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february 28, 2021

i'm only here cuz i just wanna talk about montana boy 😭😭😭 that's literally all i ever do anymore LMAO

BUT i might get to facetime him tonight SO IM EXCITED. we were supposed to d it last night but i had a school dance so i was out hella late and he had to work in the morning so we might do it tonight instead.

IM SO HAPPY HE SUGGESTED IT THO cuz like i asked him twice before and it never happened so i just took that as a sign that he didn't want to facetime😭😭 but he said we could do it SO YEAH IM EXCITED.

he also told me that he's told like everyone about me :') like his entire family and their girlfriends, his best friends, even some random people he smoked with 😭😭 like WHAT !! that's so cute bruh. i told him that over here he's known as "montana boy" LMAO and it's so funny cuz whenever i'm talking to people and i use his real name, they have no idea who i'm talking about until i say "montana boy." PFFFT WHAT HAVE I DONE.

also i kinda brought up the idea of meeting him over spring break to my parents and they're like "it's not a good idea, you don't know him." like yeah.. but i know him more than they think. plus i feel like they think he has other intentions yk😐 but like why would someone drive 2 1/2 hours to meet you AND tell his entire family about you if he just wanted to fuck and then leave.. know what i mean? like it doesn't work like that 😭😭

idk, it's just hard because i'm still only 17 and don't really have that much control over my life and what i can do. SADLY.

i also finished my song for him, idk if i've already said that or not lmao. i might sing it to him soon 😳😳 but i'm scared so we'll see.

ANYWAYS hopefully i get to facetime him tonight so we'll see how that goes.

OKAY RHATS ALL

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