October 26, 2020
SHIT it's only been like 8 hours but i'm already ready to talk about some other shit that just happened AHHHH.
So basically that guy i was talking to (RJ) just basically told me that like he doesn't really know what he wants right now (relationship wise) and that he didn't know what i wanted so he wanted to tell me before it got any farther and yeah ugh IDK HOW TO FEEL CUZ LIKE idk my feelings weren't really that strong anymore plus ya know, BAND BOY 🥵, buttttt idk man i told him we were on the same page cuz like i haven't even been in a relationship in 2 years and i'm just BARELY starting to get my feelings back (after my ex completely RUINED
ME and i lost all feeling for a good longggg while 😳) so idk if i'm completely ready for a relationship just yet but YA KNOW.
i'm just kind of sad :/ like my first time catching feelings in TWO YEARS and we didn't even last 2 whole months. I just hate that this is probably how it's gonna be for a while, no one at 17 wants to be "tied down" so FUCK idk mannnn idk. i'll talk to my life coach about it LMAO i love her.
well anyways that's all i have to say so thanks for reading cool cat 😎 MWAH.
okay to add to this, i've been thinking about it more and i'm kinda realizing that he probably doesn't like me as much anymore because i gave up sex literally on the SECOND TIME HANGING OUT like bruh wtf- it's just because i'm TOO AFRAID TO DO OTHER SHIT LIKE IVE NEVER EVEN GIVEN A HANDJOB BEFORE LET ALONE PUT A DICK IN MY MOUTH- i just don't know man. FUCK what's my problem. Anyways that's all 😳
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