RANT BOOK

ONE MORE DAY

March 27, 2021

OH MY GOOOODDDDD IM FREAKING OUT. Montana boy is coming TOMORROW. ONLY ONE MORE DAY UNTIL I GET TO MEET HIMM OKAHDIWHSJSI I'm so excited omg. I've been waiting over a MONTH for this and it's finally HERE OMAHDIWHSI I'm so fucking nervous but so excited bruh. I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO UGGHSHWUSY LIKE I HAVE NO PLANS AND ITS TERRIBLE and his parents & sister are coming too AND IDK WHAT THEY CAN DO ?!? I'm so bad at this LMAO but this has never HAPPENED BRUH like IDK IDK IDK IDK freaking out but I'll be okay 😃

I'm so excited like OMG and nervous but like ITS FINALLY HAPPENING. IM SO FUCKING EXCITED.

okay but I gotta rant for a sec. MY MOM HAS BEEN GETTING ON MY FUCKING NERVES BRUH like OMSGAUDHDJ okay okay so basically when j first start3d talking to them about this they didn't want me to do it (which is fair cuz it's meeting a "stranger" that lives in another state) BUT LIKE IDK they warmed up to it, well at least my dad did eventually. literally anytime I mention him coming here my mom's like "not if you dont do your homework" like GOD SHUT THE FUCK UP it's so frustrating that they care more about fucking school than my HAPPINESS. LIKE FUCK OFF. its been so long since I've felt this happy and this much LOVE like seriously I was numb for over a YEAR and this is so amazing for me to be able to feel these things again and they don't even care, literally all they talk about is school. LIKE GIVE ME A BREAK.

Montana boy's parents are so supportive bruh like they're literally driving him all the way out here just so he can meet me 😔😔 (cuz he doesn't have his license yet lol) BUT STILL LIKE WHY CANT MY PARENTS AT LEAST CARE A LITTLE BIT :/

IDK oh well, I did my homework so they can't SAY shit 😐 IM SKABDJAHSIB I'm so excited AND nervous and FEELING ALL THE EMOTJONS ITS CRAZY.

okay anyways I'll update when he comes 😳😳😳😳 GOODNIGHT