RANT BOOK

SNEAKING OUT WITH BAND BOY!!!!

November 24, 2020

AYO ITS BEEN A MINUTE BUT GUESS THE FUCK WHAT!! okay y'all remember the band boy I had a crush on that I mentioned in the begginning of this book?? WELL OMGHUSHFKJSH HE HIT ME UP YESTERDAY AND NOW WE'RE SNEAKING OUT TONIGHT SLEFHLSIDHFKUS I'M SO NERVOUS BUT EXCITED A:FHAS.

I feel crazy bruh like the moment I saw his name pop up in my snapchat I COMPLETELY LOST IT. BRUHS F:HALH>LAKG like this cannot be REAAAALLLLL okay anyways that's all I'm gonna write for now, I'll update when I get back <3

Also lowkey afraid that If i start talking to him I'm gonna start losing feelings and bruh.. I HOPE NOT BUT SHIT HAPPENS AND UFHSLF anyways I'll update later w how it goes LMAO F:HSLKF.

OKAY J:AHFL ALSO I HAVE TO ADD so I snuck out with a couple of friends a few days ago (The one from my "I miss my best friend" post) and my other guy best freind, and his girl best friend but now me and the girl are like TOTALLY VIBIN AND I LOVE IT LMAO she's so cool and now I probably have a chance at being friends with their whole griup with I TOTALLY WANNA DO CUZ THEY"RE ALL SO COOL AND FUCJ MAFN and she's so relatable AND SHE WANTS ME TO JOIN THE BAND LMAO like idk if she was bein fr but LIKE TOTALLY BRUH I'D BE A GOOD BACKUP SINGER CUZ I'VE BEEN AN ALTO IN CHOIR FOR YEARSSS I KNOW HOW TO HARMONIZE AND SHIT AND I CAN LOWKEY PLAY THE PIANO IF THEY NEEDED THAT LMAO SFHLKSHFS idk man that would be way cool, idk. OKAY ANYWAYS I'LL UPDATE YOU ON HOW SNEAKING OUT GOES (btw shes coming too hehe)

update: GOD FUCK IM LITERALLY THE WORST HUMAN ON EARTH AHFASHLSFH why the FUCK did I have to be so awkward LAMFHAKJH and like its not like I don't know the guy, hell we fucking DATED in 8th grade (omg i found pics of us from back then LMAO i'll put one as the pic thing at the top) but AFG:HLUAHF I BARELY SAID ANYTHING. It ended up being me, the girl, and band boy but like they're like best friends so I kinda just sat there and listened to them and like anything band boy talked to me I was fucking CRINGEY AKJFH:AIHA: i literally hate myself so much this never fucking happens IM SO MAD NOW HE PROBABLY DEF ISN'T INTO ME ANYMORE I'M AWKWARD AS HELLL ADUHALUHLUS i just hope he knows that as time goes on it's gonna get better but like... FUCK MAN A:UFHKSKJAF literally so embarrassed I cannot stress it enough.

But anyways, basically in love with band boy APGHSKLHJS he's so attractive HE HAD PAINTED NAILS AND EVERYTHING and GOD he just looks so much like 2019 version of Luke Hemmings like I mean obviously there are differences but like MAN IF YOU JUST SAW HIM YOU'D UNDERSTAND. anyways he's literally hilarious and it makes me mad cuz AJFHA I'M FUCKING CRINGEY LMAO bruh I wanna marry this man already EAJHFOIAL FH alright anyways, Time for bed. It's 5:30 a.m LMAO. might update tmrw, idk guess we'll see where this goes AHHHH

Okay goodnight.